Just the Usual High School Love

Chapter 20

2 HOURS EARLIER IN BRENDAN'S P.O.V.

"Brendan..?" she says softly and I stop to look down at her, casting a shadow down on her sweet face.

She looks like a child who wants to own up to stealing a cookie, so shy.

"I don't want to do anything right now, I don't know how I feel about this whole thing but I don't want to talk about it right now." she says, pure truth pouring from her lips.

"Well how do you think I feel, you are with that-that asshole, how do you think i feel, you know I lik-ummm, you know i care about you a lot and you didnt even tell me. I don't think it is a good choice to be with him." I say, my tone harsher then intended.

I feel like I am going to snap at her, i knew this was coming but with the scared, and small look on her face she isn't going to be able to take my tone.

"Why do you think that, you think i just love you dating Jenna?" she snaps.

I am quick to defend myself "i'm not dating Jenna!! And look Chad is different, I am a really close guy friend of yours so I am supposed to protect you, and I want to protect you from that douche-bag that you call your boyfriend!!" 

Oh no I went to far, I hurt her, I can tell.

"You know what, fuck you! Just stop before I bring up your little slut, in fact too late, why do you go run back to her sorry ass so you can go fuck her without telling me again!" she yells, "Actually don't tell me anything, I don't evenn want to know about your disgusting experiences with that whore! Fuck off Brendan!" She screams at me and runs off down the street, leaving me alone to think about what an asshole i am.

I knew I went to far, I was talking about protecting her, and hurt her by saying just that.

I don't know why I hate Chad so much, he's not that bad of a guy, I just hate him!

If either one of us is a bad guy, it's me. I just hurt my best friend and I am fucking her true enemy.

Geez, I really need to end things with Jenna, she's nasty, it was really harsh what Ann said about her, but parts of it are true..

. . .

After going to the little coffee shop up the street, I decide to call Ann, I should apoligize.

Her phone rings and rings and I almost hang up when she finally answers.

"Uh..Hello." she says, her voice sounds, hoarse but she is out of breath as well.

"Look i am sorry about the things I said and I am nearby, I am at the park, please just meet me here okay?" I say quickly.

"well I uhm-" I begin.

Oh my...what the actual fuck.

"Holy Fuck you must be joking.." I say, the phone still up to my ear in shock.

I see Ann in front of me, on this douche-bags lap, like are you serious, in a park! Fucking getting off in a park!!

I feel my face heat up with rage, but I am still in a state of shock.

"You must be joking." I repeat, my mouth wide open, as she climbs off his lap and straightens out her shirt which I'm guessing his fucking disgusting hands were up.

Has he gotten in her pants yet? Probably...Fuck I hope not.

"Well this is awkward." The  fucking prick adds in, as he leans back on the park bench, his sweatshirt bunched up at the bottom.

Fucking ass, no one touches my- well no one touches Ann.

"Umm..Brendan.." Ann just says, her cheeks red from embarrassment, they are just as red as her swollen lips.