Just the Usual High School Love

Chapter 31

Okay so my story is officially rated R because of this chapter according to wattpad. So just warning you! Stop now if you want!!

BRENDAN'S P.O.V.

I stare at the sight in front of me. 

Ann eyes pinched shut but still letting out tears and Chad hugging her to his body telling her everything will be fine. Her prince charming came and saved her yet again.

I feel like punching the wall. Then punching Chad. No not him, I feel like punching myself. I hope Chad beats me up. What was I thinking? I knew something like this would happen if I even dared to touch her, and now he will probably set the whole football team on me.

I peer around Chad and see Ann's eyes flutter open, wet and red. She looks up at Chad and puts her arms around his neck. She pulls him down and he kisses her forehead making her eyes shut in comfort.

She looks at me and I can see clear in her eyes the pure disgust she has. My stomach drops out of my body and my heart shatters. She hates me.

Shit shit shit she hates me.

I am so fucking stupid.

I get up and pace into the living room of her house, kicking the wall and then banging my head against it.

Why am I so fucked up?

I walk back to wear Chad and Ann now stand up together, embracing. They both look at me at the same time.

"I-I'm sorry i don't know what came over me it's just when she kissed me I thought she meant it but she thought it was you and I just dont know why I did that I shouldn't have. She is yours and all yours, trust me she wants nothing to do with me i promise you. You can tell just by how she looks at you in comparrison to me and I'm just sorry, just so so sorry i didn't mean to make any trouble I promise."  I ramble so fast I can barely understand myself.

"Wait what do you mean she kissed you?" Chad catches, out of all that. Of course I had to say that I'm so stupid.

"Well...she kissed me first. But she thought it was you because she was expecting you, see your here.." I say with the most pathetic and weak smile I have ever attempted.

"Is that true?" he asks looking to Ann who is blushing a bright red while she looks between me and Chad.

"Well yeah it's true. I thought it was you but he didn't really stop me because I cuaght him a bit by surprise..." she says slowly and quietly.

Chad nods and sort of just turns a few times, then finally walks outside, running his fingers through his blonde hair, tugging at the roots.

Ann runs out after him, catching up with him and putting her small hands on his cheeks.

She looks him straight in the eyes and I hear him say "Promise you have no feeling for him... I don't know what I would do if- if you...." and she cuts him off by leaning up on her tip toes to kiss him. A small kiss but i still feel it burn my heart to see it happen right in front of me.

"None at all. Only you." she whispers and he hugs her. I think I see a glint of something in her eyes, like she is holding back something maybe.

Then I look to him and  I actually see a single tear run down his face. Wow who knew moron football players could be so emotional.

I walk out of the house, passing the embracing couple and get into my car. Ann looks at me while hugging him and I can't tell what the looks means, she is trying to tell me something but I don't know what.

I drive out of the driveway and feel the need to just hug someone. When did I become so emotional? Ew I don't like it.

I drive home in silence with myself, but my mind runs wild on thoughts of ann with her arms wrapped around me, telling me she loved the way I "felt on her".