Dear Jen.

But I just wanna go to back to sleep!

Dear Jen,

           Well, sorry for my deteriorated mind yesterday. Yes, I know I can't handle my caffine. I guess that's why my friends love being around me. I don't handle much anything well, except pain. That was one thing they didn't understand. Shocked they were too. But that's a story for a differnet less happy happy day. So first how are you? That's great. or bad depending on how you view life I guess. I think another book in the world is a good thing but hey I understand that a relative of your's was literally cut down in life. I'll take this moment to respect the sacrifice it had made. ..............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................

................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................. ................................................................................ It was a brave tree. Any other news that could be more exciting than my mundane life? No? Well a right good friend you are. I've always wanted to say that. Where did I get that line? Oh just from one of the episodes of Buffy the Vampire Slayer with Spike in it. I've always liked Spike though more as an older brother or a best friend kind of like. I TOTALLY crushed over Angelis though.

             You really want to know that? Come on! Give me something that doesn't tell the world about my subconscious mind! Okay, Fine. I'll start off by saying. ANY ONE WHO READS THIS IS DEAD MEAT IF YOU EVEN think OF USING IT AS BLACK MAIL! THIS MEANS YOU COUSIN! Last night I had the most normal of dreams in all my 19 years 3 months 2 days 14 hours and 9 minutes of life. After reading a couple more chapters of Skeleton Key I rolled over to fall directly into a dream where I was in coastal waters off Florida shores. I was just laying there floating while my friends were chasing each other. Both the new and the old. My friends immediatly accepted each other trusting my regard for the others. Anyway me and Justin ended up by ourselves and let's just say that we did somethings and just incase my dearest cousin does get his hands on this shall remain nameless. Therefore he won't be able to use it against me later.  Then I'm at Justin's house walking from his *coughcough*notso*coughcough* guest room down to his kitchen. I just happen to noitice that his parents are there for breakfast. I thanked My good sense of at least wearing a night slip on my way out. Stepping into the sunlit kitchen I woke up.

          Yes I know anticlamatic too bad. I'm not telling you the deets. Anyway Auntie and I grabbed Tinsel and ran out the door. Dropping her off we grabbed my check and went to Bank of America. Grabbing a sucker I sat to wait for our turn with de lady. However a really nice man saw us and came over and helped me set up my first banking account. I know I know It's kinda sad that I'm 19 and only just got my banking account. So what? I still just only have my learners permit too. Anyway I got my internet account set up and ordered my banking card. It's going to have a Panda on it. I'm psyched. It should be in on the 26th. After that Auntie and I went back to the office and got on our computers. Not a very eventful day but it was cool nonetheless.

           Monkey's Uncle showed up. He wanted to know if Auntie would go with him to the store. She agreed because there is a storm that's supposed to be coming and she needed to stock up food and stuff for Pops and cousin. Figuring I was going to be dragged with them I started packing things up. Auntie then turned to me and said, " I'm leaving the back door bottom lock locked and I'm locking the bottom lock on the front door. I'm leaving my phone here. If you need anything call Grandma, and do not open the door until she asks you to. I'm leaving my keys here so keep an eye out for when we get back I'm going to need you to come out there to help unload the car." I nodded. Simple rules. Just hope that I don't need to use them. On their way out Monkey's Uncle calls out to me," You can play Makeover Madness and earn that badge for me." I smirked. I always got his badges faster than him and he absolutely hated Makeover Madness.

         Ten minutes later I'm sitting on my computer on a fanfiction and fantasy fiction website reading many of my favorite stories. Ripping through the latest I acquired I literally fell out of my chair when I hit the last chapter. HOW could anyone live if they were constantly being hit with cliffhangers and then notice that it hasn't been updated since the year before. Well I got to go Jen that's my aunt's phone. I'll talk to you later.

                                                        Shadow Raven

                                                                   concluded: 9:56 pm January 19th 2001

   Getting up Shade answered the phone and listened to the instructions: Do the dishes then watch for the lights out front. Sighing Shade walked into the kitchen and started the dishes. Wondering why she waited to be told she turned on her psp and blasted her musice listening to Fences by Paramore.