Smile

• Chapter 25 •

This chapter is really short (even shorter than all the other ones which are already short). The thing is when I first wrote this fanfic this chapter was a sex scene, but I didn't like it at all. So I rewrote it and here it is. I'm not sure I like it a lot either, but I feel like it's better than the sex scene. I hope you will like it anyway...

Nuria POV

After the match, Mesut joins me in the parking lot. He takes me in his arms and kisses me.

- Would you like to come and celebrate the victory with me? he whispers.

I think for a moment before answering. He places a few kisses on my neck until my answer. I smiled and bit my lip.

- It's okay. I come.

He takes my hand for me to follow him to his car. Once we got home, we go straight to his room. Once again, he gave me one of his shirts as pajamas. I put it on, and I join Mesut under the covers. He takes me in his arms and kisses me. He hugs me tighter as the kiss go deeper. But when he gets on top of me, I push him away, again. It's time to tell him.

By his look, I can tell he is hurt by what I did.

-What's wrong? he asks. And don't tell me everything is fine, cause I know it's a lie.
-I love you. I swear I do. But I... I...

I close my eyes and take a deep breath. When I open my eyes, I can't dare to look straight in his eyes, so I look away.

-I never had sex, I whisper.
-Oh...
-And it scares me.

I look back at him to catch his reaction. Surprisingly, I see a smile growing.

-What?

He leans down to kiss me.

-I though it was something serious.

He rolls on his side and brings me against him.

-Why didn't you told it before? It's okay. If you're not ready, I can wait.
-I'm sorry. I was afraid you may leave me.
-Do I look that stupid? I have the most precious girlfriend. I won't let you go.

He kisses me on the forehead, then adds :

-I love you.