"Murderer"

Still Afraid

That's Gerard Way... If you somehow did not know😑😑😑anYwAY!! Enjoy!
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*Rena's POV*

We pulled up in front of the movies, and I was about to get out of the car. "Wait." Gerard said. He got out of the car, came over to my side, and opened my door for me.

I blushed and got out of the car. "Thanks..." I mumbled as I felt my face heat up even more. He chuckled and nodded along with closing the door.

He took my hand and intertwined our fingers, and he looked down at me and smiled as we made our way towards the entrance. "Oh my god Gerard!" A few fans squealed as they rushed up to us. "Hey girls." He said while smiling shyly.

The girls gave me some type of glare, so I let go of his hand and took a few steps away. They took their pictures with him, and once they got them they thanked him and walked off. "He's going out with a murdering b*tch, wow." I heard one girl say.

Gerard then rushed up to me and pulled me into a hug. "Don't believe them, your not a b*tch..." He mumbled, knowing that I heard every word she said. "It's hard not to..." I mumbled back as I wrapped my arms around his body.

"Let's get inside..." He mumbled. I nodded, and we started walking inside in each other's arms. "What would you like to see?" He asked while looking down at me.

I gently made my way out of his grip and looked at the options. "Um, what about The Shallows?" I asked unsure if that was a good choice or not. I haven't been to the movies in ages, so I'm a bit clueless on how things work now days.

"I actually want to see that, I've heard that it's good." He said while smiling. I smiled, feeling confident yet still worried if Ashton would be okay. We both got in line, and one of the workers looked at me with a fearful look on they're face.

I sighed and just looked down. "You wanna just go to my place and sleep over there? We can watch movies there instead." He mumbled. I nodded, and we both turned around and headed for the exit.

We then saw a bunch of paparazzi in front of the doors, causing me to stop and snuggle my face into his arm. He guided me out of the building and pushed passed the paparazzi. Once we were passed them, he rushed me to the car and gently yet firmly pushed me into the car.

He slammed the door closed and got into the drivers side. He cranked up the car and drove off, not even caring if he hit anybody. He slid his hand over to mine and squeezed it, causing me to smile slightly.

"Do you want to go to the hotel first and get your things?" He asked. I simply nodded as I rubbed the surface of his hand. We both just sat down in a comfortable yet slightly awkward silence, but relaxed in each other's company.

*30 minutes later*

We quickly walked through the lobby and walked upstairs. We walked into my room, and I closed the door behind us. Venus then trotted over to us, and Gerard picked her up and smiled happily.

"What's her name?" He asked. "Venus..." I mumbled while smiling slightly. "Venus... That's a pretty name." He said as he sat down on the edge of the bed.

"I'll get my things." I said while smiling slightly. "Okay, do you need any help?" "Oh no, I didn't really unpack too much. I'll be done in probably five to 10 minutes." I smiled.

He nodded and continued playing with Venus. I grabbed my suitcase and opened it up. I went into the bathroom and gathered up all of my bathroom supplies and other things that belonged to me.

Once I was done, I closed the bathroom door and zipped up my suitcase. I grabbed the small purse that Venus can fit in and walked up to her and Gerard. "I-Um, need to pack her up too." I said while smiling.

Gerard nodded and handed her to me. I took her into my one hand since she was so small and gently placed her into the purse. I put it on, and I did the same with my book bag.

I reached for my suitcase, but Gerard grabbed it instead. I smiled and blushed. "Thanks." I said. He smiled and nodded.

I grabbed my hotel card and made my way out of my room with Gerard by my side. I closed the door behind us and walked downstairs into the lobby. Once we made it outside, Gerard placed my things in the trunk except for my purse that Venus was in.

We both got into the car, and he cranked it up and drove off. He then reached over and held my hand, causing me to smile and squeeze it softly, but as I did that a serious thought went through my mind. 'What if Ashton hurts himself?' I thought.

*Ashton's POV*

A/N This might be triggering, you have been warned

I whimpered as I slit my wrist a little deeper than last time. I gasped as the pain started to kick in once more, and I let out a whimper as I did the same thing seven times. I dropped the blade on the floor, grabbed a wet cloth and placed it on my bleeding wrist.

I knew that Rena wouldn't be proud of my actions, but it's not like she cared anyway. She's probably more happy with that My Chemical Romance guy Gerard. She has all of the cameras in her face, she has the fame, she has the money.

I guess a regular Aussie drummer boy like me wasn't good enough for her. I wrapped one of my bandages around my injured wrist and washed off my blade. I placed it under the sink and walked out of the bathroom.

I sat down on my bed, and Will walked into my room and jumped up in the bed with me. He saw my bandaged wrist, and he started to lick it causing me to cry even more. 'I'm sorry...'

A/N That's it for this chapter my loves... Sad ending of it I know I know I'm sorry, but it was necessary I guess. If you liked it please leave a VOTE and a COMMENT down below👇

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