Finding Him

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*1 day later*

*Rena's POV*

"Rena... Wake up, we're here..." I heard Mia mumble while shaking me. I groaned and opened my eyes slightly. I let out a long breath as I rolled my body over and looked out of the window.

I saw that the land was a bit closer to the plane, causing shivers to go down my body. "It'll be ok; he'll take you back. I know it." Mia said while smiling confidently. I let out a long breath and shrugged.

"I guess..." I mumbled. After a few minutes, the plane finally reached the airport and landed. Once it came to a complete stop, they allowed us to get off of the plane.

My sisters and I hurriedly grabbed our stuff and rushed off of the plane. We were surprisingly the first ones off, and with that we rushed outside. Arena called up an uber, and in less than five minutes a driver was here for us.

We placed everything in the trunk, and it surprisingly fit. But, how were we all going to fit into the car? We all just looked at each other, knowing what we were all thinking.

"I'll just sit on the floor. I'm the smallest out of all of you." Mia said, referring to the fact that she's 5'6. We all nodded in agreement and piled into the car. Mia sat down on the floor, so I had to place my feet on top of her.

"Where to ladies?" The uber asked while smiling. Arena showed him the address, and he nodded and drove off. Arena then dialed someone's number and called the number.

"Hey Ashton..." Right when she said that I felt nervous. Just by hearing his name, I felt nervous. "We're on our way... Y-You do? Oh... Ok, but we'll see you soon... Ok, bye Ash." She hung up, and she looked slightly pale.

"Arena what's wrong?" I asked. She just shook her head, causing me to worry. 'What did he say to her?' I thought.

*2 hours later*

We pulled up in front of a nice apartment, but I felt a knot of anxiety and nervousness in the pit of my stomach. We all got out of the car, but Arena paid the guy before getting out. We all took our bags out of the car, and once we had everything he drove off.

"Rena, stay behind me ok? Don't come out until I tell you to." Arena said. I nodded. We walked up the small flight of stairs, and Valentine knocked on the door.

Without hesitation I heard it open, causing me to grip onto Arena's shirt. "Hey girls, come in." I heard a female voice say. I felt my anxiety and nervousness turn into anger.

'Who is that?' I thought. I just decided to walk in without hiding myself since it was just a girl and not Ashton. "Where's Ashton?" I asked.

"He's in the-" She was about to answer, but Ashton walked in before she could. We both made eye contact, and I saw him turn a bit pale. "Why are you here? Shouldn't you be with Gerard?" He snapped.

"No, we broke up three months ago." I said. He looked at Arena and glared at her. "You said that she was still with-" "I lied because I didn't want you to know she was coming." Arena quickly said.

Ashton let out an angry breath and looked into my eyes. I just looked down as tears slipped down my cheeks. "Who are they? What happened between you two?" The girl asked with frustration in her voice.

I just shook my head and rushed out of the apartment. I rushed towards the stairs leading up to the roof. Once I was up there, I just sat there and cried my heart out.

TRIGGER WARNING**********

I felt something poking my side, causing me to whimper and reach my hand into my pocket. I looked at what was in my hand, and I saw my blade with stained blood on it. I let out a shaky breath and ran it across my wrist lightly.

I whimpered as I let the last three go in deeper. It suddenly started raining, causing me to cry even more. I let the rain wash over the blade with dark blood on it, and I watched it slowly disappear from the sharp end.

Once it was clean, I shoved it back into my pocket and just cried. I lost Ashton... Again. I felt like I lost everything.

*Arena's POV*

"Ashton it's not her fault that she didn't contact you sooner, it's mine..." I said while looking into his eyes. "Why didn't you tell her-" "Whatever this is you girls need to get the f*ck out-" "SHUT UP!!!" Ashton and I yelled.

"Don't you yell at me." The girl growled while coming up in my face. I pushed her, causing her to fall on the couch. "DON'T PUSH MY GIRLFR-" "NO I'LL PUSH HER IF I WANT!!! BECAUSE OF YOU RENA RAN OFF AGAIN!! WHO KNOWS WHERE SHE COULD BE!! SHE STILL LOVES YOU ASHTON, BUT NOW YOU HOOKED UP WITH THIS ANNOYING CHICK!!" "WELL I DIDN'T KNOW SHE STILL LOVED ME!! BECAUSE OF YOU I DIDN'T KNOW IF SHE DID, SO I GOT A NEW GIRLFRIEND AND MOVED AWAY FROM THAT PLACE TO FORGET ABOUT HER!" He screamed.

I slapped him so hard that his head whipped to the side, and he almost lost balance. His cheek turned red, and tears started to build up in his eyes. "L-Listen, I'm sorry... I didn't mean to hurt Rena, I thought she forgot about me so I was gonna do the same..." He whimpered.

"YOU ALL GET THE F*CK OUT!!" The girl yelled while pointing at my sisters and I. Ashton then rushed passed us and walked out of the apartment, leaving us and the rude girl in the living room. "You all better get going before I kick you out." She snapped.

The girls and I snickered while we walked out of the apartment. Mia slammed the door behind her, and we automatically ran down the flight of stairs. Rain then hit all of our bodies, causing us to scream in shock.

I squinted my eyes and looked out into the rain, seeing if Rena was anywhere. I started crying, but you couldn't tell because it mixed in with the rain. "RENA!!" I cried while shaking from being really cold. 'I'm sorry...'

A/N YOOOOOO IT'S BEEN A WHILE EH?! Sorry I haven't updated in so long, school has been holding me back... But I'm BACK!! If you liked this chapter please give it a VOTE and a nice comment down below! A few more chapters are on the way before they stop publishing for a little while again.

STAY TUNED MY LITTLE EMOS<3ilyssm

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