"Murderer"

Try Again?

*A/N Don't mind my fat cat lol*

*Ashton's POV*

I walked up on the roof, and I saw Rena curled up in a ball crying. The rain drenched her, causing me to feel bad. I was getting wet and cold too, but I bet she felt sick by now.

'Should I get her back? Should I risk it? What should I do?' I thought while biting down on my lip. I sighed as frustrating tears came down my cheeks and mixed in with the rain. I slowly walked up behind her, and I sat down next to her pale body.

Her eyes grew wide, and she was about to get up and run off. I quickly grabbed her waist and pulled her down on my lap. She started crying even more, and she was trying to get out of my grip.

I wasn't going to let her go, not again. I held onto her until she finally calmed down. I pulled her closer, but she suddenly winced and let out a whimper.

TRIGGER WARNING*******

I looked down, and I saw that she had fresh cuts on her wrist. I carefully pulled my arm from under her and held out my wrist. I was cutting myself as well from the grief of Rena not being with me.

She cried heavily, and I joined her and hugged her tightly. "Pl-Please don't do that again... I don't want the baby getting harmed..." I whimpered. "Th-Then you can't do it to yourself either..." She whimpered back.

TRIGGER WARNING OVER**********

I nodded and snuggled my head into her neck. I kissed her neck softly, but she moved her head down slightly and connected her lips with mine. I kissed her back roughly, and I wrapped my arms around her waist tightly.

I missed this. I missed her touch, I missed the feeling she gave me whenever she looked at me, I miss her. We pulled away, but only to take in some air before our lips connected again.

After a full on make out in the rain, she started shaking. Her nose and cheeks were now red, causing me to worry. I picked her up bridal style and rushed her off of the roof.

I ran downstairs and rushed into my room. "No she cannot be in here." Bell snapped as her face turned red. "She's cold, leave her to me. This isn't your apartment anyway." I growled while glaring at her.

She rolled her eyes, grabbed her car keys and walked out of my apartment. I rolled my eyes and laid Rena down on the couch, not caring if she got the couch wet. I grabbed all of the blankets I had and laid them down on her.

She started sniffling, and soon started sneezing. She then started crying and shaking, causing me to panic. I rushed into the kitchen and quickly fixed up some soup and tea for her.

After about 10 minutes, I grabbed the soup and tea and went into the living room. I sat down next to her body and put the tea on the table. She opened her eyes as I wiped her cold tears away.

"I made some soup for you..." I mumbled while smiling. She cracked a small smile and let out a long breath. I placed some soup on the spoon and held it close to her lips.

She shakily sat up slightly and took the soup into her mouth. She did the same thing about 10 times until she suddenly didn't want anymore. "Love, you have to get better..." I mumbled as I placed the spoon with the soup on it closer to her mouth.

"But I don't want anymore... And you need to get warm too..." She murmured. I sighed and nodded in agreement. I put the soup down next to the tea and snuggled under the covers with her.

Gladly my couch is wide and long enough to fit the both of us. I got behind her and wrapped my arms around her waist. She took my hand and intertwined our fingers, causing me to smile.

"You know I still love you right?" I heard her mumble. "I still love you too..." I mumbled back. I smiled, closed my eyes, and slowly fell asleep with Rena in my arms.

*1 ½ hours later*

I heard loud knocks on the door, causing me to groan and pull Rena closer. "ASHTON OPEN UP!!!" I heard Bell shout. I rolled my eyes and let go of Rena while sitting up.

I carefully stood up and walked into Bell's room. I eagerly grabbed her suitcase and started packing up her clothes. After about 20 minutes of packing her stuff, I grabbed her suitcase and her extra bag.

I walked up to the front door and opened it up quickly. "Ashton..." Bell said as she wrapped her arms around my neck. I sighed and gently pushed her away.

"What's wrong with you?" She asked as her face turned red. I placed her bags down beside her legs and let out a long breath. "We can't be together anymore." I said while looking down.

"Whatever, I never loved you anyway." She hissed as she grabbed her bags and stormed off. Honestly from her rude comment, it stabbed my heart to know that she didn't love me. I closed the door and turned back towards the living room.

Rena's pale arms then wrapped around my torso, causing me to jump slightly but quickly relax. "I love you... Don't worry about her..." Rena mumbled. I smiled and kissed her forehead. "I love you too baby..." I mumbled back.

A/N That's it for this chapter my loves!! If you enjoyed it, please leave a vote and a comment down below!! See, I told you things would get better soon. I'd never lie to you guys; I love you all too much<<33

STAY TUNED MY LITTLE EMOS<3ilysm