"Murderer"

Emotional Over Him

--I'm back at it again!!! Just know that if I ever stop updating it's because I haven't placed the other chapters onto WattPad✌️️❤️But ANYWAY!!! Enjoooyyy😁
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*Rena's POV*

We pulled up in front of Gerard's house, and it was actually quite nice. It wasn't too big, and it wasn't too small either. I guess he just wants to live like everyone else which I truly understand.

We both got out of the car, and he grabbed my suitcase and walked inside with me. He closed the door behind us and made his way upstairs. I wasn't sure if I should follow him so I stayed put.

He looked over at me and chuckled. "Follow me." He said. Those words made my heart drop while my mind reminded me of the first time I met Ashton.

I snap out of it and walk upstairs behind him. He led me into a room, and it looked very nice. I smiled as my eyes wondered around the room. "You can stay in here; my room is across the hall." He said while smiling.

I nodded. He set my suitcase down, and he unzipped it and placed my clothes in the drawers. I smiled and started helping him. I felt him glance over at me from time to time, but I just blushed, smiled and kept going.

We then reached for the same shirt, and I looked up at him. I received a smirk from him, causing me to giggle and pull at my shirt that was also in his grip. He chuckled and let it go, so I placed it in one of the drawers.

Once we were done setting up everything, I placed my suitcase in corner of the closet and flopped onto my bed in a random position. Gerard sat down next to me and looked down at me. "You want Ashton back don't you?" He asked while smiling.

I sighed and nodded while looking over to the other side of me. I felt tears building up in my eyes, and Gerard hovered over me and smiled. I started to cry, causing his smile to fade.

"Don't cry..." He mumbled as he wiped the tears away from my cheeks. That just made me cry even more for some reason. He leaned down some more, but ended up laying down and gently pulled me into his chest.

"It's ok..." He mumbled. I scooted closer to him and snuggled my head in the crock of his neck. He rubbed my back and tried his best to calm me down, and it worked a little bit. But it wasn't enough to make me stop.

After a good few minutes, I finally stopped crying and looked up at Gerard. He looked down at me and smiled as I felt his warm breath hit my neck every few seconds. "You ok now?" He asked while biting his lip.

"Well, sort of I guess. I think I just needed to-" A handful of food suddenly came up in my throat, so I automatically jumped out of Gerard's grip and ran into the bathroom. I threw up into the toilet, and Gerard ran up behind me and rubbed my back.

Once it finally stopped after a few seconds, I flushed the toilet and brushed my teeth really good. Once I was done flossing and doing everything I wanted to do to get my teeth fresh, I walked back into the bedroom with Gerard behind me. I laid down on the bed and placed my hands over my face.

They were then removed by Gerard's bigger hands, causing me to blush and smiled slightly. He leaned down and kissed me, and I of course kissed him back. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him down, causing him to fall on top of me.

I giggled slightly against his lips as I felt his tongue graze across my bottom lip, asking for entrance. I denied him just to tease him, causing him to groan. He sat up and pulled me onto his lap and kissed me rougher while licking my bottom lip multiple times.

I rolled my eyes and let him enter my mouth. He automatically started to let his tongue roam around my mouth, claiming me to be his. I started to feel bad because I knew that I was Ashton's... No one else's.

I sighed and pulled away from Gerard, and he had a worried look on his face. "Wh-What's wrong? Did I do something?" He asked. I nodded no and started crying again.

He embraced me in his arms, and I wrapped my arms around his torso and hugged him. I cried into his chest, and he stroked my hair and kissed my forehead. I just quickly looked up and kissed him, trying to make myself feel better.

He kissed me back with a small smile on his face. "How about you just take a warm shower. That might make you feel better." He mumbled against my lips. "Good idea..." I murmured against his lips.

As I pulled away, he pulled on my lip and let go allowing us to hear a pop at the end. We both chuckled. I pecked his lips and slid off of his lap.

"I'll go in my room and take a quick shower myself. When I'm done I'll pick out some movies and set them up in here." He said. I smiled and nodded. "I'll also go and get you a cloth and a towel." He added as he walked out of my room.

After a few seconds, he came back with the things I needed and gave them to me. "Thanks." I said while smiling weakly. He nodded, kissed me cheek, and walked out of the room.

I walked into the bathroom, and somehow I figured out how to work the shower quickly. Once the water got warm, I got in and let the water run over my body. 'I do miss Ashton...' I thought.

A/N that's it for this chapter my little emos!! If you enjoyed it please leave a nice VOTE and a COMMENT down below!! Things are about to get intense, just warning you guys to be ready!!

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