I cried to myself as people repeatedly said rude comments to me. I clung onto Valentine as she held me close herself. We all rushed to the car and got inside.
I cried into Valentine's shoulder, and she rubbed my back. "Shh, it's ok.."She mumbled in my ear as Carena drove us home. 'No it's not..'I thought.
*25 minutes later*
I rushed into the house and ran upstairs. "Rena--"I shut the door behind me, cutting off Mia's sentence. I just wanted to be alone right now, & I didn't want anyone to bother me.
I sat down on my bed and took out my notebook. I started writing my paper about what I wanted to be when I grow up. I honestly wanted to be a teacher for 2nd graders because they sound fun to be around.
I wanted to do a lot of things that people say that I won't do. I really wanted to get married to someone who loved me and possibly have kids with him. People say that it won't happen because I'm just a freak.
A part of me tells me to ignore it, but my heart and brain take in the negative comments. While I was still writing, I remembered about that boy who looked at me this morning. When I looked, he looked down and walked inside.
I let out a breath and pushed those thoughts aside. 'He was kind of cute from my distance..'I thought. I grumbled curses to myself as I pushed the thoughts aside.
But then I remembered that he and his family had bags in their hands. 'Are they new here... No no, they probably just moved in from another neighbourhood..'I thought.
I kept on writing, but then I realised that I was writing what I was thinking. I let out an angry groan as I ripped the paper out of my notebook. 'Stop it.'I thought.
*Ashton's POV*
"Are the cookies ready yet?"Harry whined. "They are, but there not for you."Our mum said. Lauren and I chuckled, but Harry groaned and crossed his arms.
"Let's go give them to the girls, there ready now."Our mum said. We all nodded and walked out of the house with the cookies in two separate plastic bags. We walked over to the girls house, & we rang the doorbell.
*Rena's POV*
I heard the doorbell ring, causing me to groan. I just had the perfect sentence, but I lost it! "I got it!"I heard Arena shout as she ran down the hall. I let out a breath & kept on working.
"Girls!! Get down here! We have guest!"Arena shouted from downstairs. I heard the girls run downstairs, but I decided to stay in my room. "Rena! Come here!"I heard Arena shout.
"I'm good!"I shouted back. "Please?!" "No!"I let out a groan. 'I just want to be alone... I always have and I always will be.'I thought. I just gave in, but I was just gonna eavesdrop them.
I quietly tip toed out of my room and sat down right next to the stairs. My back was against the wall, so they had no chance of seeing me. I smirked and listened carefully.
"Hey, aren't there five of you?"A male Australian voice asked. "Yes, but she doesn't want to talk to anyone... She's had a rough day. Well, she's had rough days.."Valentine said.
"Oh, poor girl. Can we possibly see her one day though?"The same boy asked. "Maybe, we have to see how she feels.."Mia said.
"Ok.."The boy said. "But it was nice to meet you all."Another Australian voice said. "You too, if you need anything just come to us."Carena said.
I heard the door close, causing me to get up and scramble into my room. I softly closed the door and sat back down on the bed. I ended my paragraph, & that ended the assignment as well.
I let out a breath and flopped my upper body on the bed. I groaned and went into deep thought. 'I need someone or something that'll always make me happy besides my sister... Like a dog, or a cat! Or a boy...'I thought while biting my lip.
"Maybe I should meet that boy.. Well,meet our new neighbours."I mumbled to myself. I sniffled a little bit as tears started to form in my eyes. "What's the point? I'll never find anybody to like me anyway.."I growled to myself.
I hit myself a bit roughly on my legs and arms with a small hint of pain. Tears dripped from my chin and landed on my skin. I cried even more while wiping my eyes softly.
"Rena? Can I come in?"Arena asked. "Y-Yeah sure.."I whimpered as I stopped hitting myself. I laid down and turned my back towards her as she came in.
"Rena... You should meet the neighbours sometime, you could have some new friends."She said. "Yeah sure.."I grumbled. "But they've moved from the UK, they weren't here for the so called, 'huge murder' you committed."She said.
I sighed and sat up. "I'll talk to them tomorrow since it's Friday night... Well, Friday evening right now."I said while smiling slightly. "YOUR SMILING!"She squealed as she pulled me into a hug.
"This is why I can't stand you."I said sarcastically while hugging her back. She giggled. After a few more seconds, we pulled away.
"I'm gonna get ready for bed.. I think I just need some sleep."I said. Arena nodded and walked out of my room. She closed the door behind her, and I stood up and walked into my closet. I picked out:
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I let out a breath and went into the bathroom. I stripped down and started the water while thinking about that boy. 'Maybe I will have a chance of making new friends... Along with possibly getting a boy who actually likes me.. But I'd have to tell them my secret soon..'I thought.
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