It was late and mark was still not home. I felt sick this was seeming more and more like that night years ago.
When mark cheated.
No.
He changed he loves me.
He wouldn't do that to me.
I didn't want him to.
Not again.
My eyes began to feel heavy. I glanced at my clock.
2:00 pm.
I tried to keep them open but I couldn't.
I began to close my eyes falling deep into sleep.
Crap my head felt like shit.
I slowly got up rubbing my temples.Where the hell am I?
I was out with cole we discussed things and I started to drink and after that.....after that......I...I...SHIT.
Jack!
He must be worried.... He must....
Wait.....crap.....I didn't do anything stupid did I right?!
I must if just gotten drunk and cole dragged me to his house and left me borrow his bed....right I mean I had my clothes on.....
I tried to get up but a sudden pain hits my hips.I collapse to the ground.Shit.Why were my hips sore?!
My breathing speed up making it hard to breath.I began to feel my eyes water.
I did it again didn't i?
Why the fuck am I so stupid?
I felt the lump in my throat grow bigger.
No.
"Hey mark buddy are you awake?"
"Cole?"
"Hey are your hips okay you had it rough last night"
"Rough!?"
"Yeahh just ask me before ruining my bed next time"
Shit.
Fucking shit.
Jack.....
I'm so sorry I don't deserve you...
I fucking love you and I still betrayed you.
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