"Im sorry"

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    I woke up with a terrible headache.Groaning I slowly got up rubbing my temples. I slowly began to open my eyes taking in my surroundings. Wait I don't have a huge green eyeball in my room!
"Ahhhhhhh"
I screamed as I accidentally rolled up off the bed.
Quickly I got up checking for bruises or cuts. Nothing. Wait. I looked down at my crotch slowly feeling my face heat up.

I sighed watching mark stare at his crotch before speaking up.
"No ,we didn't have sex if your wondering".
He quickly sat up shocked at the sudden voice.
"JACK"?
"MARK" I responded sarcastically taking a long gulp out of my coffee.
"Hey don't you sass me"
"Why not"?
"Cuz I'm older and taller"
I took a second to respond
" It's not the size that counts mark"
He paused
"Well not for you anyway"
I chucked" lame"
We both stood their for a minute laughing.After we both calmed down.Mark gave me a look of curiosity."seriously jack what happened last night"
I sighed knowing I had to explain this sooner or later.
"Well I went to go get drunk and ran into your drunk ass"I paused to take a drink of my coffee."then you got all touchy with me and I took you here before you randomly started fucking people".
"Oh I'm so sorry"mark whispered,his eyes full of concern.
"You better be, I didn't get a drink cuz of you"
Mark put his head down in shame.
"I'm sorry"
" dude its okay I was only joking ya know"
Mark still had his head down.
I walked over to him putting my hands on his shoulders.
"Mark its okay really, why the heck were you drinking anyway"?
Mark slowly looked at me starring into my eyes.
He slid his hand behind my neck and pressed his soft lips against mine.I jumped at the touch of his lips before slowly melting into it.I felt a tear roll down my face. I didn't realize how much I had missed the taste of his lips.I missed the way he held me in the morning.
The way he made me feel special.
I hadn't felt his touch in so long. I had forgotten his taste.And now that I was feeling it again I couldn't take it.I let the tears roll out one by one.This tears I had kept in since that night four years ago.

Suddenly my lips were no longer pressed against his.I opened my eye seeing mark covering his face with his hands.
"Mark"?
"Oh god I'm so sorry jack I didn't know what I was doing"
"Mark its okay"
"No,no no it isn't"
"Mark I-"
"I'm so sorry"
Before I could grab him he left running out of the room.I tried running after him but soon lost sight of him.I slowly sank to the floor and let tears run down my face.I didn't care if I was looked pathetic , sobbing in the middle of the hallway.But I missed him so much and now I was determined to help him remember what we once shared.

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