Zerrie Forevermore

I Can't Forget Him

I dreaded the next day so much. Why the hell did I kiss him?  He might think I'm a psychotic freak who kissed guys the day I met them. Omg I'm freaking. I decided to dress down. Jeans and a full sleeve top. Well of course I had to wear my cheer uniform under my clothes. But I didn't want to go for cheer practice. I couldn't bring myself to cheer for awhile. And my back was still hurting so I had a reason not to go for practice.

'Mom, I'm scared,' I said to Selena while eating breakfast.

'Baby, you don't have to be scared. And if you're not comfortable you don't have to call me mom. You can take your time,' she said sweetly.

'Mom, you've been so patient with me. You're so calm with me. And you deserve it. You're a great mother and I love you,' I said,tears welling up in my eyes. I hugged her tightly and she hugged me back. 'I love you too hun,' she said softly.

'Oh and mum, I want to walk to school, myself. I need some time to think. That's why I got up early, so I'd have more time. Please?' I asked.

'Of course sweetheart. But call me when you reach school,' she said.

I nodded and grabbed my bag then headed out. It was bright already since the sun rises early in Australia. Like super early.

Zayn... What would he be thinking? Probably about how much of a freak I am.

I didn't want to think about it but at the same time the kiss was all I wanted to think about. What the hell is wrong with me?

'BEEP!' I flinched at the sudden sound. A car drove by and stopped at my side. It was Louis.

'Want a ride love?' he asked, flashing his award winning smile. I shook my head and just continued to walk. I know it was rude but I couldn't bring myself to talk to the boys after yesterday.

'C'mon. It's cold outside and well, you're my friend,' he said, grinning at me.

That was true, not the friend part, and if I had walked at the same pace, I probably would have reached 2 hours later. I simply opened the door and sat in the front passenger seat. It was mean not to smile at him so I whispered a barely audible 'thank you' instead.

'My pleasure love,' he said while starting to drive. I'm glad that he didn't talk about yesterday except for asking me how my back was and for that I just nodded.

When we reached school, he let me get off before he went to park the car.

'See you later sweetheart!' he shouted as I got off and I just gave him a small smile because I felt bad. Honestly, I didn't want to talk to anyone. I called mom remembering what she told me. I just wanted to sit in class and try to figure out what to do. But there was one thing I didn't understand. It was just a kiss. Why was I freaking out so much? I think I really did like him. Probably even, love him.

Hey guys, hope you've enjoyed the story so far. I would personally like to thank kaylavipbaby, who is also one if my besties from school, for helping me edit my story(she has awesome writing skills). She has posted a story called Destined By Fate and it would be awesome if you could read it! Love you Mik! Thanks for reading guys!!!:)