You are the missing half of me - An after mockingjay fanfiction

Chapter 3

Songs for the chapter:

Falling away with you by Muse

Simplistic Trance-Like Getaway by Never shout never (this is the song for the hole story)

Finally, chapter 3 :)

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We finish eating those extremely good cheesebuns and clean the dishes.

"I need to go home and shower. I can buy some food for the picnic." He says smiling.

"OK, you'll be here in an hour?" I ask.

"Yea, see you then." He says.

After he left I go upstairs and take a shower. The water feels so good against my skin. After I'm done showering I look at my naked body in the mirror. My body is full of scars from the past, but my body is not broken. Just like my me, full of scars, but not broken. I will never break, I think to myself, not like my mum did.

I put on a pair of black leggings and a blue tanktop, since we're going on a pretty long walk.

I go downstairs and I lay down on the sofa, trying to let time past by quicker, but it still feels like hours until I hear knock on the door, finally I think to myself.

"Hey!" I say with a big grin plastered on my face, because I'm too exited.

"You ready?" He says smiling too. I nod.

We walk out of the door. "Where are we going?" Peeta asks.

"You'll see." I answer and take his hand.

We walk to the fence which is now gone, and into the woods. The walk is a bit long and it is a very steep trail, but we're in pretty good shape after everything that has happened the past years, so it shouldn't be that bad.

When we finally arrive Peeta gasps. "This is beautiful!" Peeta says. "I never would've thought district 12 could be this beautiful. How did you find this place?"

"It's not technically district 12, but me and my dad would go here sometimes to get a pause from the district." I answer. "But it is beautiful."

We sit down in the grass and Peeta brings the food.

We eat the delicious food and talk for what seems like a short time, but it is almost dark now.

I lean on Peeta's shoulder as we look at the stars.

"That's the Big Dipper." Peeta says, and points at a row of stars. "If you look closely it looks like a wagon. My dad always used to tell me that that wagon carries real love, and I keeps it forever."

"Do you believe that?" I ask.

"I like to, yeah." He answers. "I believe in a lot of things, it gives me hope you know."

I smile at his words.

"Peeta?"

"Hm?"

"Why did you come here? There is nothing left for you here in twelve."

"There is something." He answers. And he continues, "You."

I look in his bright blue eyes. Oh, those beautiful eyes. I lean my forehead against his. I can't do this any more so slowly cover his lips with mine. Fireworks fires inside of me.

Peeta pulls away looking deeply in my eyes, shocked. What an idiot I am for thinking he could love me again. But he does something I didn't expect. He pulls me onto his lap, facing him. And he caresses my hair and he kisses me.

His lips are so soft, but yet so passionate against mine, his kisses drive me crazy. I start pulling his hair, wanting more. I want him.

He falls to the ground with me on top of him. I stroke his leg with mine. Peeta rolls over me, so that he is on top. My hands move up and down his back.

I never want to let go of him.

The kiss becomes more passionate. I kiss his neck, hearing Peeta slightly moan. I roll over him, so that I am on top. Peeta's hands strikes up and down my back and he starts to open my bra. I never want this to end, but we have to before this goes any further.

"I think we need to stop, having that thing, you know, in the woods is not how I want my first time to be." I say as I catch my breath.

"Yeah, you're right." He says. "I'm sorry."

"You did nothing wrong, I just didn't want it to go any further, you know. I-I didn't want to have th-that in the woods, you know."

Peeta starts laughing. "You can say sex you know."

I start blushing. "Okay." I say truly embarrassed.

"Katniss Everdeen. Almost fearless, except her fear for saying a specific word with only three letters to a boy she has experienced so much worse things with." Peeta says, and I blush even more. "Come on, let's go. I bet it is pretty late."

"Okay." I say still embarrassed. Peeta smiles at me, and we pack our things and head home. I take his hand and kiss it, holding it like I never want to let go, which is true.

It starts to poor so we walk pretty fast home.

When we get home I immediately crash in the sofa, and so does Peeta. We lay in spoon as we drift into sleep.

I'm so sorry I didn't upload yesterday but I have midterms-exams all week so I had to practice for that

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