You are the missing half of me - An after mockingjay fanfiction

Chapter 4

Song for the chapter: When you can't sleep at night - Of mice and men

Peeta POV:

I wake up by Katniss screaming my name.

"Peeta!" She screams with her eyes closed. "No! Peeta!"

"Katniss. Shhh, it was just a dream. Shh." I say, trying to calm her down.

I start rocking her in my arms.

She starts shaking.

"Katniss! Wake up!"

She slowly opens her eyes.

"Peeta?" She whispers and hugs me, tight. "I-I thought I lost you. I th-thought you where gone!" She cries.

"It was just a nightmare, Katniss. I'm here now." I say.

She starts shaking again. "I can't ever lose you. I can't. Promise you'll stay with me."

"I promise." I say. She snuggles deeper into my embrace. We stay like this for what seems like forever. How I love her hugs, how I love her.

I think about what happened last night, I'm still in a bit of a shock. It wasn't for the cameras, it wasn't to keep me from killing myself. It was for us, at least I hope it was, not because she was lonely and misses Gale or something.

Katniss POV:

I can't lose him. He is the only one I love left. Wait, what? Do I love him? I sure love him, but I don't know in what way. Well I kind of proved last night, didn't I?

We both lay down in the sofa again after my terrible nightmare.

"Peeta?"

"Hm?"

"Why don't you have nightmares? After everything terrible we've been trough, how can you stay so strong?" I ask.

((((Authors note: I know this kind of happen in Catching Fire, but just pretend this never happened before J))))

"Believe me, I have." He says.

"You should wake me." I say. "I want to comfort you like you comfort to me."

"No need." He says.

"Why?"

"My nightmares are usually about losing you." He says. "I'm okay once I realize you're here."

I look into his sea blue eyes, and he looks at mine.

He cups my head in his hands and kisses me, softly. Causing butterflies to start flying in my tummy.

I kiss him back harder.

I let out a little moan, causing Peeta to laugh.

I love how his lips and tongue move around mine.

He now is on top of me.

I start kissing his neck and I start pulling his shirt off.

"Am I interrupting something?." A laughing voice that I'm afraid belongs to Hamitch says.

We both pull away in shock.

I look at Peeta, he is red like a tomato, no kidding.

Hamitch is about to go, but he stops and says: "Make sure you wear protection, Peeta. We don't need a pregnant mockingjay." And laughs his way out of my house.

I roll my eyes and look at Peeta. He is now is redder than ever. I smile at him. He looks down, totally embarrest.

"Peeta are you okay?" I say smiling.

"N-n-no! Of course not! Hamitch saw us kissing pretty aggressive."

"Peeta Mellark. Fearless, except for his fear for an old, alcoholic man see him kiss his girlfriend." I laugh.

"Oh shut up!" He says. "Wait did you just call yourself my girlfriend?"

"Maybe..." I blush.

"Maybe..." He mimics my voice.

"Shut up!"

"Do you want me to be?" He asks.

"I would love to have you as a girlfriend." I laugh.

He laughs too.

Our lips are now barely toughing.

I pull his head to mine so our lips are finally meeting.

I guess we are back to where we left of.

My hands move up and down Peeta's back. I take off his shirt, leaving his naked muscular chest. He takes off my shirt.

I pull away from the kiss, and look at him.

I hold my hands in front of my belly.

"You are beautiful." Peeta says and he takes my hands away from my stomach at kisses it.

Knock knock. We hear a knock at the door.

We both sand up and we put on our shirts and hurry to the door.

I open the door at first I didn't recognize who it is, but when I do I gape in shock.

I just wanted to say I'm sorry my English not really good. I'm not from an english speaking country, but I hope you liked it:)

Who do you think it is at the door?

Please give me feedback! I really need it to get better:)

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-Hedvig <3