BLS #4 : Stabbed By Rose

Chapter 6 - His Wish

Rose Hastington

1 week later..

I smiled as I opened the curtain of my room , looking at the sea and just feel so relax. It's been a week since I got here and my mental is starting to get better even it's a little bit.

I bought a small house just across the sea with a really lovely neighbours. It's really nice to getaway for awhile. I email Luke and my parents that I'm okay and doing well , they all quite worried but I assure them that I'm okay.

Quickly take a bath and decided to walk out from the house and stroll at the beach. Walking at the seaside and just breathing the sea breeze , it really makes me feel relax.

Sitting on the rocks and just looking at the sea. Can I just live here for the rest of my life? How about starting a new live here? Move to Brighton for good and find a new job , ordinary life and maybe find a hottie here.

Since it's a little bit cold , I decided to go back to my house. Walking slowly and just watch people walking with their dogs and some of them talking. I looked at the ground until suddenly I bumped someone , I looked up

My eyes widen , my body froze and I gulped. What is he doing here?

"What the hell are you doing here?" I asked coldly

"Find you" He stated calmly and I walked pass him. He got my arm and I pushed him away

"Why are you being like this?" He asked and that's a funny question that came out from his mouth

"Leave me alone Max" I said and continue to walk again

"Let's go back to New York" He stated and I ignored him. I don't want to see him again and just let him have his life

"Rose" I hate my name being called by his dirty mouth , disgusting. I kept walking until I arrived at my house. He stopped me by holding my wrist

"Let's go back to New York"

"Go there alone Max , go get your usual life back. I won't interupt you or even go back to you again. You like that , don't you? Being free is what you want right?" I asked coldly and lookd at him straight to his eyes

"Ro-"

"I'm going to start a new chapter Max , go back to New York and don't even look for me again" I cut him and he just looked at me with an angry eyes

"Do you think I'll let you? I'll let you start a new chapter and look at another guy?" He stated and I looked at him disbelief

"I can't do that while you can sleeping around with other woman?" I asked and he sighed

"Rose look.. I-"

"I'm tired Max.. go back to New York and let's just go to our own ways.. mine and yours , I want to stop this relationship. You're just my brother's bestfriend , nothing more" I said but not daring to look at his eyes

"You know why we can't be together Rose! You know all about me but why do yo-"

"That's why I'm ending this now.. You don't want to tie a knot so then I'll let you. Why are you so difficult? You should be happy when I'm letting you do anything you want without me holding you. That's what you want" I said his own words to his face

"So you decided to done this?" He asked and I nodded

"Do you think you can move on from me Rose? Your whole life I'm the one who can make you nervous" He leaned his face to mine and I gulped nervously

"I'm the only one who can make you feel sparks and I'm the one who can give you the sensation that no one ever give you" He caressed my cheek and looked at me straight to my eyes

"Everyone can move on Max , and I will so suck it up" I said to his face hoping for him to surrender and let me go but instead of that. He crash his lips to mine , cupping my face and opened the door. We got inside and he still kissed me really hard.

My body completely betraying me right now , I always become weak to his kisses. His hands are everywhere and he sits on the sofa , I sit on his lap completely enjoying everysingle kiss that we had.

He started to take off my white shirt and I just love the way he touch my bare skin. He squeeze my ass making me moan and his kiss is getting fast and deeper. I run my hand to his hair and he slowly kiss my neck. Trailing it slowly until he find the best spot

"Max!" I moaned

"No one can ever make you feel like this Rose! No one beside me" He hissed but still kissing my neck and slowly when down to my breast. I pushed his shoulder so his back meets the sofa. I looked into his eyes

"Do you like me Max?" I asked as I want to knowwhat is he thinking behind those beatiful blue eyes

"Why you don't want me to go? Is it because you like me or what?"

"I like you.. is that the answer that you want" He answered but my heart is not happy when he say that

"Do you really like me?" I asked

"You know I always comeback to you at the end Rose! You know that" He bursted

"As a rebound Max , when you don't have someone you'll find me but when you got someone you throw me like a trash" I said coldly and he sighed

"You know that's not what I meant Rose"

"Marry me Max" I stated and his eyes widen , I know he's speechless

"See you don't want that.. that's our goodbye kiss. Go out Max , don't find me again" I get off from his lap and he looked at me still in a speechless expression

"Do you think you can kick me out like that Rose? You know me well right?"

"I want to be happy and you're not making me happy Max. I want to find someone who will love me eternarly. Loving someone for 11 years is painful , how many guys do I reject just to prove that I only care for you? I should've be with Ashton rather than be with you" I said and his face darkens

"Don't even mention his name to me Rose"

"Why? He makes me happy , he's sweet , he loves me and he's caring. You? You never do anything to me Max.. never , I was the only one who fight for you when you're busy sucking other girls mouth in front of my face" I bursted angrily but he can't say anything because I know I'm right in this context

"Now I'll let you have your usual life , sleep with other woman. No one will get mad at you Max , I won't get on your way. This is what you want and now I'm giving it to you. You must be happy and thrill Max , you don't have to bring me flowers just to beg me to comeback to you. Simple as that" I shrugged and walked to the fridge taking a beer can

"You know that you're more than that Rose" He stated

"Go back to New York Max , I won't bother your life again. I promise"

"I'm sorry Rose , You're mine so I'll stay here"

Unbelievable!