BLS #4 : Stabbed By Rose

Chapter 18 - Regret

Rose Hastington

"Let's talk Rose" It annoys me to death , I swear. I payed for all the things that I buy and walked out from the market pushing my trolley.

"It was a set up" He stated and I ignored him. I opened the back of my car and put all the groceries there and Max helped a little but I choose to just let it be.

"You should have ask me about it not just ran away Rose" That got me pissed. Is he telling me that all I can do is runaway? I closed the back of my car and face him

"How was that kiss? Is it nice?" I asked and raised my eyebrows but that got him silent

"You know what? I don't care about you right now Max , just go to hell" I shook my head and walked to the door

"I'm going to win you back" He stated and that got me laughing

"Win me back? Goodluck with that , I don't even have a heart right now. Someone took it and crush it in front of my face for 11 years , it's already broken and it can't be repair" I answered

"I'll prove it to you that I've change"

"Go find someone else Max , you can fuck girls now. No one will try to stop you"

"I'm sorry Rose"

"You're wasting your time here , you can go now" I said coldly as I opened my car get inside. Before I can close the door , he hold it and I looked at him coldly and I bet I kill someone with my eyes

"I'll prove it to you Rose.. I swear , you're mine since the first time I lay my eyes on you and you'll be my last" I laughed at his statement

"I'll never go back to you again Max , never"

"You will and I'll win you back Rose" I closed the door and started my car. I quickly drive away not even glancing at him.

What a bastard he is!

I drive to my house and as I arrived there , I saw a bucket full of red roses in front of my doorstep. I looked st it weirdly and saw a card there. I took it and read

I hope you have a good day today Rose
- M.C

I rolled my eyes and take bucket full of Roses to the trashbin. I throw it all there , call me heartless to thise beautiful Roses but I don't like the sender. I walked in carrying my groceries and put everything in places.

I looked at the clock and it's 6 p.m right now , I need to make dinner. I walked to the kitchen and take out 1 potato and boil it with hot water.

When I'm waiting for it to boil , I thought about Max again. Max , Max and Max , why do I fall for a guy like him? All my life , I always hurt by him.

Win me back? It's so funny because I won't even go back to him. He will never win this battle , even I know that he still has my heart until now. It's still beating for him but the pain is just.. 11 years

Falling in love with him is a mistake , it was a mistake. I should have go with Ashton not him , If I pick Ashton at that time.. I'm already happy right now. Having kids running around and feeling love everyday everyhour everyminute and everysecond.

Ashton is my bestfriend , we met when we were 16. He's a really handsome cute guy. He has a really good heart and not to mention he's a really great guy to begin with.

He had a crush on me when we were 16 and he started to make a move to me when I was 17. 17 is the time where I started to change , going to the gym , wearing make up , curling my hair and just do girly stuff to get Max's attention.

Ashton suddenly join the battle of winning my heart although Max is on the lead but he never fail me to make me happy. When Ashton gave his bold moves thats where Max started to get alert by his actions. Max started to treat me better and even ask me to go a few dates , he was really sweet.

Max knows my love to see the stars , we often lay on the garden and stare at the sky for hours. Talking and just know each other more. The Gold Lifes know about this and just chill but my brother is a little scare because he knows Max is a playboy but I never fail to make sure he's not worried.

Everyday Ashton is getting more bold and bold , while Max on the other hand he just do simple things but I know he still has the lead. One day Ashton confessed his feelings for me in front of Max's face , that got me alert because I can't even decide. The both of them make me happy but Ashton was the person who shows that he love me since the day 1 he made a moves on me.

While Max do simple things but I know he cares , I can't even answer Ashton's confession so it ended up he gave me time to think about it. That day Max and I lay down on the garden again and stare at the stars

Flashback..

"Are you going to accept Ashton?" He suddenly asked but I don't answer him

"Don't.. don't even look at him Rose" That make me gulp , I glanced at him and he still looking st the stars

"Why?"

"You belong to me" That make my heart flutter

"Why you never claim me as yours?" I asked

"Not yet" That got me smiling , he will claim me! Kyaaaa.. that time I've made a decision that I will always love him , I won't look at another man and all I will look at is him. I smiled widely

"I'll never leave you" I promised and it's loud so he heard it. Suddenly a shooting star pass by and I squealed as I pointing at it

"I will never leave you too Rose.. never"

It's all in the past , next time choose someone who loves you is better than choosing someone you love but doesn't love you back.

Love by someone is better than loving someone..
I regret that