all in /// hyungwonho

xviii: the final chapter part i

hyungwon tipped his head back on the metal gurney staring aimlessly at the roof.

this had been an outrageous plan.

they now all were suffering due to his stupidity.

it was so much worse now.

it was so much more painful.

hyungwon had never felt pain like that.

he thought minhyuk was going to die, he had barely uttered a word since a week ago when hyungwon was thrown into the living hell alongside him.

all they ever did was cry and stare.

hyungwon wondered what was happening to hoseok, to jooheon, to hyunwoo, to changkyun, and to kihyun.

he knew they all were much more stubborn than minhyuk and himself.

were they ever going to get out of here?

metal clanged together as the door unlocked.

hyungwon stared in horror.

this couldn't be happening, this was the third time today, they couldn't do this.

he wobbled to his feet and dragged minhyuk's gurney to the back of the room pulling him as far away as he could from the doctor entering the room.

the man simply smiled, "don't be like that, you two are doing so well."

"y-you c-can't do t-this," hyungwon tripped over his words his head already swimming, "h-he's going to die."

"don't be silly of course he's not going to die, and if he does at least we know our limit."

"y-you d-d-disgust m-me," the frail boy attempted to shelter his friend from the towering doctor.

"this delicate procedure is only meant to help you," he began setting up the machine, "you shouldn't resist."

"h-how is t-this a d-delicate p-procedure? y-you're s-shocking us."

"stop asking questions and bring the gurney over here."

hyungwon sucked in hard, "no."

"young man, i don't have to call for backup do i?"

"d-do m-me f-first."

"why?"

"i'm s-stronger, s-so i-if you k-kill me, y-you k-know not t-to d-do it t-three t-times," hyungwon gasped for air.

"that makes sense i suppose, come on over," the doctor smiled patting the chair attached to the machine.

hyungwon stared at the chair well knowing that either he would go crazy or die after this. his brain was fried, his body felt numb, he could already feel himself falling away.

left foot.

right foot.

left foot.

right foot.

his thin body went as fast as it willed him, staggering across the floor.

hyungwon sat in the chair and the reality hit him.

"i'm s-sorry h-hoseok, i'm s-so sorry," a single tear rolled down his cheek.

"don't be too upset, it only a small shock," the man above grinned widely as he placed the headpiece on hyungwon.

the first shock felt like a lightning strike.

it burned through him singeing each of his organs as it went.

it felt like his skin was going to burst from the pressure, the heat, the pain.

the agonizing pain,

his vision seared with red.

the second shock followed in a similar manner.

he couldn't feel his feet.

the third shock.

he couldn't feel his legs.

the fourth shock.

his arms had gone limp.

the fifth shock.

it felt like his lungs were beginning to close up.

as the sixth shock came and he finally realized that minhyuk was crying.

it felt like he was underwater, he could hardly hear him.

the seventh shock rattled him leaving black spots scattered across the room.

the doctor usually never did this many, maybe he was experimenting.

people came in and out of his line of vision rushing back and forth. the lights seemed to be flashing but perhaps that was just his imagination.

by the time the machine had reached ten shocks, hyungwon couldn't feel anything and there were no longer any people running back and forth.

there was only minhyuk.

he hands were on his shoulders, he was trying to tell him something but hyungwon couldn't hear a word he was saying.

he felt himself fading.

the edges of his vision began to blur.

he smiled at minhyuk as images of his childhood flickered through his mind.

he had no idea he was crying as his tears pooled down.

the last image he saw was hoseok.

he was doing a puzzle with jin, it had been the night of jin's death.

he looked completely and utterly flawless, he reached out for a piece and jin smiled a gigantic smiled that radiated happiness.

and then,

the lights,

went out.

(a/n: PART II WILL BE UP IN A LIL WHILE)