How To Save A Life

Chapter 17

Tom's POV

I walk out of the school and get into my car. Once I am in my car, I bang my head against the steering wheel about fifty times.

"Stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid!" I yell.

I finally calm down and I turn on the car.

I pull out of the parking lot and just go where ever. Anywhere but school is perfect.

I don't know what I was thinking. I don't even think I was thinking. I would never have ever begged someone to kiss me if I was thinking straight. It was her first kiss. I feel bad. Now she will never have her first kiss with the guy she loves and deserves.

God I sound so prissy.

I want to kiss her again. I want to see how she actually kisses. If it felt that awesome to kiss her without her even trying. I can't possibly think what it would be like if she kissed back.

God I need some air to clear my head.

After about an half an hour of driving I finally get to the place I wanted to go to.

I get out of the car and take a deep breath. The place looks the same as it was before. There might be some little changes, but I am only focused on one thing.

My father's headstone.

I come here often to talk. If I need some alone time. I come sit with my dad and talk it all out.

I know he can hear me. I hope he does at least. I believe he watches over me.

I know this sounds cheesy, but I don't care.

I love my dad. He was the best father you could ask for. Sure, he was busy at work and he was pretty normal, but he always was there for me.

When I needed advice, he understood me and knew how to answer.

When I was sad, he could always make me laugh.

Even now, after what happened he is still here for me. At least I hope.

After about an hour of sitting and talking, I finally decide I should go.

I get back into the car and start to drive home.

Half way home I see a crash happen in an intersection. I go over to see what happened and I see that this family got smashed into by a tow truck.

The kids were bruised and scratched up and the mother had some broken bones. The kids looked about the age of ten and eight.

The worst was the father. He was driving and he got the most impact. He was taken to the hospital very quickly.

I go back to my car and sit there for a minute. I pray for the family and the father to get better because no one should lose their father at that age the children were.

Finally I get home and I go to my room. Of course my mom is still at work, so I have the house to myself.

I decide to sleep because I was tired.

"Hey." Alyssa said is a sexy tone.

I look over to her surprised.

"What? You don't think I can be sexy?" She challenged.

"Uhh....I....I didn't say that." I said pulling on my collar.

"We'll don't you want me this way?" She say gesturing to her body. I look down and see her in just her bra and underwear.

"Uhhh... Well... I..." I stuttered. I didn't know how to answer that.

"You know you want it." She whispered stepping closer to me.

"Kiss me." I demanded.

She leans in and I close my eyes.

"Tom! Wake up!!!" My mom yells.

Shit was I having a dream about Alyssa? I defiantly was.

Wow.