And they say,
To smile,
To be happy.
And they say,
Not to cry,
Not to be sad.
And they say,
Be glad it happened.
And they say,
Don't be sad it ended.
And I open my mouth to argue,
And I make a point,
And it isn't heard because,
I'm not smiling.
I'm not smiling,
I'm not selling my opinion with the spirit of a newscaster,
I'm not trying to convince you to join my opinion,
This is not a debate,
This is not a matter of which facial muscles I move.
This is a matter of who I love,
Love as in present tense,
Because I and every emotion I've ever felt is still here,
And it's not a matter of,"Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened,".
Don't tell me that I can't live in the past,
Because I'm not.
Because I'm right here,
Because when I send him messages- they're read,
Because he still replies,
Because his life did not end-he is still here.
Because if this was a crush,
You'd be saying,
Don't give up.
Because if this was a crush,
You'd be saying,
That we have a future,
That the past doesn't even exist,
That his past and mine doesn't matter,
Because, there's always a future, to smile about.
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This honestly makes zero sense, but I have a crush so why tf not. If my heart gets to make no sense then so do I.
