It's feels like,
Nothing at all,
Sadly, that's all my fault.
It feels like,
Your pushing me, but your the one to fall,
Sadly, my saying no-is your verbal assault.
There is love you give,
But I'm left empty,
These emotions you live,
But I'm left empty,
Please forgive.
You give me roses,
I feel thorns,
You say I love you,
Until I don't say it back,
And now the only thing you throw is,
Blame, threats, and to be warens'.
I wish I could,
Love like you,
I wish I would,
Say I love you,
But I can't,
Lie to you,
Cause love you can't just implant,
Cause there are no wedding rings that have an enchant,
Cause I can't change no matter what you rant,
Cause my brain can chant,
And chant,
And chant,
And chant,
But permission for who I love is not for my brain to grant.
So don't leave,
There was a never battle to be lost, so why grieve,
We've, we've, we've,
There was no love for we've,
There were no two hearts to conceive,
There were no two lives to interweave,
There was no level of my love for you to achieve,
I was not a level of a game, and you thinking so was naive.
You and your friends are childish and immature,
To yell at me for a love I could not endure,
To yell at me as if i was a monster who pulled victims in with some allure,
To yell at me as if I'm not a person or pure.
I am me,
And when I look in the mirror, my own image is what i see,
Not with another, not with you, not with he,
Not with we,
And so,
I apologize, that I'm me,
And so,
I apologize, that I like to be free,
And so,
I apologize, that your obsession won't be on my family tree,
And no,
I don't apologize,
That I'm not one to agree,
With a lock and key,
Or an act of a bird or bee,
Or a expression like pods and a pea,
Or that I'm not as simple as a cup of tea,
Or with a boy who's love is so expensive,
Than even rejection,
Comes with a fee.
