The shadow side (andy biersack x reader love story)

Nervous

*your POV**

The journey to the doctors was long and quite awkward I wish it wasn't I wish andy would hold my hand and tell me everything will be okay because I was scared shitless I know this is something that he wants but I've never Been very good with kids I never told this to andy but I don't know if I should it mite put him off I stared blankly out the window I felt andy quick scoop up my hand "It will be okay" I turned back to face him and I looked down at my hands "maybe for you" he frowned a little "what do you mean by that?" I sighed "Nevermind just forget about it okay" "no I can't you have to tell what's up your my wife remember you can't hide this stuff from me" I sighed again "okay I guess your right it's just I've never been any good with kids" I heard him laugh "don't be so ridiculous you'll be an amazing mother" I looked up at him "how do you know?" "Because your an amazing person and an amazing wife and a loving and caring person don't worry I promise you will be fine".

I smiled a little bit "thanks" we got to the doctors quite quickly and yes it was true I was pregnant it took me awhile to take it all in and take in all this new information the doctor was giving us,andy was beaming I'd
never seen him so happy but I was shocked out of my mind I just blankly stared at the wall could I really be a mother i can barely look after myself.

We walked out of the doctors andy looked at me confused "why are you not happy this is amazing?" "Andy how am I suppose to look after a child when I can barely look after myself" "I'll help you" "andy you do know you have to go back on tour sometime" "yeah yeah I know but I can help with the house get you all settled in and comfy do a little tour Around America then I'll be back before you know it" "I'll still be on my own andy and you know what I'm like if I can't do something or I get too stressed" "yes I know but I promise we will figure this out but let's get you home and start packing" I sighed "okay" but all the time I was thinking I really need kellin here he's been threw this before he could help me.

"Babe?" He turned back around and stopped walking "yeah?" "Could you maybe um call kellin for me" he looked at me confused "what! Why?" "He's had more experience with this than us he could help us both" andy stood there considering it for a moment and sighed "yeah I guess your right I'll call him when we get home" I hugged him "thank you" he hugged me back "Anything for you princess"    

I got into the car and he drove he home and picked me up and carried me too bed and placed me in it "I'll go and pack you stay here and rest" I looked at him and frowned "I can't just sit here I have to help" "no you need to get some rest" "I'm not tired" "we'll I'll go make you some food then and you can sit in here and watch TV but let me call kellin first and see if he will come over" I nodded and andy walked off I grabbed the TV remote and turned on the TV and found my favourite box set which was of all the episodes of how I met your mother I placed the first disk in and It came up on the TV soon after it started andy ran up the stairs to the bedroom andy had a small smile on his face "he said he'll be over in about 10 mins" I felt myself become a little happier "really?" He nodded and sat down on the bed "really how I met your mother again I swear you've watched all of this nearly over a 100 times" I giggled "I wouldn't be surprised" he laid his head down gently on my belly and I stroked my fingers through his hair "what you doing?" "Listening" "you know you won't be able to hear anything right" "yeah yeah I know" there was loud knock on the door and andy quickly jumped up "that was quick" "maybe it's not kellin" "I'll go check" and quickly hopped up and went downstairs.

After a few minuets I heard shouting hmm what could be going on I was gonna get up and go look but I felt too dizzy when I stood up so I quickly sat back down then I heard a familiar voice "woah don't get up" I looked up and saw kellin I smiled "hi kellin" he chuckled "lay back down silly" I got back into bed and laid back down "what was all the shouting about?" "Eh don't worry about it you don't need to stress yourself out it's not good for the baby" "hmm I guess your right but is andy okay?" "Yeah he's just downstairs making food and he told me what you said don't worry you will be a great mother and andy will definably be a great father and when he's on tour I'll be here to look after you" I narrower my eyes at him "but what about Lucy?" "Oh don't worry she's long gone now she fell in love with this guy and they moved off to France together" "wow really?" "Yeah and Anyway I stopped talking to her after the thing at the wedding because I realised after then that she had lied to me and I couldn't help her hurt you anymore I missed out on my best friends wedding because of her I should have been there instead of hiding outside" he sat down on the bed and hugged me "it's okay kellin" "not it's not I'm so sorry I should never have trusted her"