His Secret

Jasmine

"August, what are you doing here?" I ask opening my door. "I heard your label finalized your EP. Congrats." He hands me some flowers. "Thank you. How did you know where I lived?"

"Are you trying to call me a stalker?" He asks kind of laughing. Something seems off about him. "There you go again... You want to come in? I mean it's not as big as your house but it's small enough, just for me."

"It's cozy looking." He says walking inside. "You got jokes." He smirks, "Nah I'm serious."

"What's going with you?"

"Not much just chilling. You happy about your EP?"

"Yeah I am. I played it for Myesha and she loved it."

"Y'all best friends now?"

"Yeah. You wanna be my best friend too?" I ask. "I thought I already was." I laugh, "Who's playing game now August?"

"Still you." He says.

"Whatever. All you best friend."

"Haha. Very funny."

"What's wrong with you?" I ask observing his demeanor. "Nothing I'm chilling like I said."

"Your lying."

"Oh I'm a liar now?" He asks trying to play but I'm serious. He looks so sad. "Yes. Spill." He sighs, "Forreal Jas I'm fine."

"But I can call you for a therapy session but you can do the same."

"Why you pushing it?"

"Why you lying to me?"

"Just drop it alright?"

"How bout no. August what's wrong?" I ask again. "Just shit man. I don't want to talk about it. I don't make you talk about your problems so end of discussion."

"Excuse me?... Okay I got-" As his lips attach to mine he caresses my face. "August... what's wrong with you?" He huffs still close to my face. With his eyes closed and us froze in the same position, "Today's the day my brother was killed. Ain't nobody understanding what it's doing to me."

"I understand. I know how it is to feels to be raging with pain inside but on the outside everyone thinks you have it all together. It kills you slowly."

"It's killing me now."

"Get it out. It's okay to be sad, to cry, to be mad. Do whatever you need to do. Holding it in doesn't help anything or anyone especially not you."

"You're right Jas."

"It'll get better just keep pushing through and doing your thing. Express your shit through the music."

"I knew it was some special about you." I laugh. "Thanks August."

"Let me make you feel special."

He picks me as I wrap my legs around his waist. "Where's your room?" He asks. "Down the hall to the left." I respond. Walking down the hall our kiss intensifies.

Getting inside my room he tosses me down on my bed. He's gets in top helping me out of my shirt and shorts. "Damn Jasmine." He says stepping back viewing my naked body. I feel the heat rush to my cheeks. "You're beautiful."

I quiver at his touch from his hands running down my sides to the imprint his lips are making on my neck. "You ready?" He asks. "Check and see." He smirks lowering himself. He puts his finger inside and I tense up.

His fingers is replace with his tongue. I arch my back as he sucks my soul out. "Wait- wait- wait." He ignores my requests and holds tight to my thighs. "Augus."