Bam!
Now what? 'I don't know' is something I say too much, I use it for a lot of things–even when I know the answer. I act clueless when I know the answer. I act like I'm athletic when I'm weak. I act and pretend to be a lot of things. I pretend so much that I don't even know myself anymore. Am I the idiotic airhead? Or am I the athletic kid? Maybe I'm the nerd that knows a lot of things. Or maybe I'm the depressed kid that just wants something new.
I have that need to cry again. But just like before, I have no way to do it. I'm surrounded by kids in a classroom for one. The other is that my tear ducts don't listen to my emotions, they listen to my brain. And apparently, my brain is screaming at them not to cry.
On a different note–no, different subject, let's talk about pain. I talk about it often nowadays don't I? But that's okay. Because pain is something everyone feels in their life.
Pain can be loneliness. It can be heartbreak. It can be misunderstanding. Yes, pain can be a lot of things.
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Short StoryPretty much my diary from the beginning of the school year. May be relatable. You'll have to read to know that... Disclaimer: Don't read if you like happy! Because barely any of it is
