From Thoughts to Paper

Entry 23

I don't care about these debates. No one is at the end of the day. We're going to go into the world and never care about this debate again. But for now, I'll do good in school.

I forgot about the test. The funny thing is, I think I did well on it. That could be entirely wrong though. For all I know, I got a 30%. I hope not though. My grades have not been ruined so far this grading period and I would like to keep it that way. How else am I supposed to get into a good college?

Have I mentioned anything about that yet? How my family doesn't miss an opportunity to tell me that everything about school goes to college? I swear my life is turning into a college application.

Should I sign up for cross country? Yes! It will look great on a college application! Should I do my homework now? Yes! Homework=good grades which means a good college application! Should I hang out with this person? Yes! They are smart and will most likely have a good college application!

It just doesn't stop. And to top it off, I don't even know what I want to go to college for! I dream of becoming a writer, but how many people make it successful in that business?

I'll let you in on a little secret: my biggest fear is having an unsuccessful life. Sorry if you were looking for something to use against me. My fear doesn't exactly give you a source of blackmail. Any other secrets are of no use to this writing. They are memories that will stay hidden or they would've already been written. If you get lucky enough to find me in a time of writing an embarrassing story.