Chapter 4 - Digging Up The Past

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Kacey's P.O.V

"Ok lets go home first and if you wanna talk about it then we can ok"

"Y-yea" is what I managed to get out before looking out the window.........

It was a silent car ride because Gabe was worried and didn't wanna say anything that would make me cry more. I want to tell him about my cuts but I just can't its just devastating thinking about the reason why I cut in the first place. My foster parents didn't even care that I cut they just ended up hitting my cuts just to get the satisfaction of my pain.

After a while we  finally arrived at home , we got the stuff we brought out of the trunk and headed inside. Once we were inside I sat down on the couch and started wiping away my tears just in time before they started tearing up again.

"So you wanna talk about it now or do you wanna wait"

"Hmm" I said, Gabe breaking me out of my thoughts "Yea I'll tell you what happened"

He sat down next to me and waited for me to start

"Ok so I was crying because I was remembering something that happened before I ran away here to Manhattan. That's memory was just so tragic that each time I talked about it ,it would bring me to tears." I took a deep breath " Before I ran away here something made me not want to live with my foster parents, and its not like I could go back to my original parents because my birth mom was an alcoholic and a drug addict, while my birth dad had sexually assaulted me more then once and has been sent to prison for life. Then the police said I couldn't live on my own until I'm 18 so they put me in a foster home and my foster parents weren't any better either. Worst part was each time I tried to tell them they thought it was my attempt to get them in trouble for no reason. Then one night they broke me like officially broke me to pieces"

Flash Back

LASH!! "Owwww stop it ,this is illegal" I screamed out "Oh shut up, Its not illegal and if I find out you've been running your mouth about me. This will look like nothing compared to whats next for you" she threatned and whipped me again with the belt.

My foster mom lashed at me again and this time she hit one of the bruises I had already on my arm so it started bleeding but she didn't care.

She continued for an hour but she finally stopped because her husband called her downstairs so she threw the belt at me and slammed the door.

"I can't take this anymore" I said while crying.

Flash Back Over

After Gabe listened to me tell  him about the memory, he was speechless. I can't blame him I don't think anyone could say anything after hearing that. We sat for 6 minutes in silence I was kinda worried if I set him off or something I didn't expect the silence to act this long. He was just staring at me I mean his eyes are beautiful so I stared back, but then i noticed his eyes are little watery.

Then it took me about 5 mintues to realize he was crying. Then interrupting my thoughts he embraced me it wasn't a happy embrace it was a sad one, with a pinch of worried.

I hugged him back because he let me know that he was there for me when I needed him. It was still silent but I didnt mind it , because I felt safe in his arms. I felt like no one could hurt me anymore when I was with him, and I loved that feeling.

We just sat here in silence for about 15 minutes. 15 minutes of comfort..............



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