Natsu X Reader Oneshots and Songfics {Discontinued}

Amnesia

I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted
I thought about our last kiss, how it felt the way you tasted
And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine

Dearest Natsu,
How are you doing dear? I hope your okay. I'm not though, I really miss you. I drove by our favorite little park where we sat on the swings together. I almost stopped, but it was too painful.  I miss you, I hope you miss me.

Love,
(Y/N)

Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you?
When he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you?
Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?
'Cause I'm not fine at all

Dearest Natsu,
I hope your doing okay today. I managed to go out without crying. Lucy also stopped by, she brought groceries,but I don't need them anyway. I hope your getting these letters. Just please promise me, you won't forget me?

Love,
(Y/N)

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape
'Cause I'm not fine at all

Dearest Natsu,
It's been 7 months. I miss you, but it's been easier to cope. I was asked out today. His name is Gray. I told him not right now, but maybe in the future. He seemed to understand. I remember when you left. I didn't really feel anything until that night. I didn't really accept it. I cried until I could cry no more. Please keep being your silly self okay?

Love,
(Y/N)

The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone
I'll admit I like to see them, I'll admit I feel alone
And all my friends keep asking why I'm not around
It hurts to know you're happy, yeah, it hurts that you've moved on
It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long
It's like we never happened, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?
'Cause I'm not fine at all

Dearest Natsu,

One and half years passed. I've been a few dates with gray. It's going well. Sorry it took me so long to write, I was kept busy by Lucy and Erza. They think Gray's a good guy. He's not the same as you though. I remember your terrible jokes you told me whenever I was sad. Perhaps you would tell me one now. Whoever your with, I hope they enjoy your jokes.

Love,
(Y/N)

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape
If today I woke up with you right beside me
Like all of this was just some twisted dream
I'd hold you closer than I ever did before
And you'd never slip away
And you'd never hear me say

Dearest Natsu,
It's been 2 years. I've accepted that I'll never see you again. I invited Lucy and Erza over of my own accord. They were ecstatic, thinking I was all better. I'm better than I was before, but you've left a large hole in my heart. I wish you'd wake up beside me, and I could feel whole again. Perhaps one day. Remember me okay?

Love,
(Y/N)

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape
'Cause I'm not fine at all
No, I'm really not fine at all
Tell me this is just a dream
'Cause I'm really not fine at all

Dearest Natsu,
4 years have passed. I brought Gray to your grave today. He and I are expecting our first child. It's a boy. His name is Natsu. I loved you, and I probably will till I die, even with a little bit of my heart. However I love Gray as well. I think you'd like him. This I'll be my last letter. I've accepted your never coming back. Don't forget me.

I love you,
(Y/N)

Your P.O.V

"Gray? Did you get the mail?" You call through the house.

"Yes dear, it's on the table." You waddle over to the table and skim through. Finding an unmarked card you open it and find something you'd never thought you'd find.

My love,
Thank you for moving on. I love you.

Love,
Natsu Dragneel

You cover your mouth and smile through your tears.

"I love you Natsu."

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A.N: Well that's how you hopefully surprise people! Also next chapter will be a special!! Simply because I love Halloween!! It's my shit! Anyway please vote and comment! Hugs!       \(^_^)/!