thoughts

we don't talk

we don't talk anymore
we don't laugh like we used to
people say that relationships come and go
but they say that friends
are forever

you were supposed to be my forever.

now, when i wake up i smile because of X

because of life

because for now, i'm better

and i never thought that this day would come
when i'd be happy
satisfied with my life

but its here
there are things i need to do
but
its here.

and you
i see myself in you
i see who i was months ago
but stupider than you
obviously.

and i know you can get here
but i've got a way to go

and waiting for you
i'd do it forever

but you

you don't need me to wait
you want me to
because you think you need me

but i'm happy
and you will be too

plan for pennsylvania
when the leaves are red and orange

i can live without you
i just don't want to

but we don't laugh anymore

we don't talk like we used to

and i know the right things to say;
i know i do

but nobody
knows what to say to me
except me

i'll plan for pennsylvania too

i love you day

-em