how can everything
everything
go from perfect
happy
and then
become
so so so
awful
i was so happy
so fine
so okay
but lately
i've been an emotional
wreck
and i almost texted him and said
"i want to kill myself"
but i didn't
because i'm scared
maybe i will
maybe i'll say that
maybe i'll say
"hi. i'm falling into a deep pit of horrible suicidal despair. how are you today?"
and i should say that to day
because
day understands
i'm sorry day
funny how we fall apart without
each other
isn't it?
like we're trying not
to need each other
but we do
and god dammit
i need you, day.
-em
YOU ARE READING
thoughts
Poetry"i'm forced to deal with what I feel, there is no distraction to mask what is real" -tøp just me
