my body
ugh
sometimes
being in between really sucks
because
i don't know
if i want to transition
i worry
people
won't find me attractive if
i get top surgery
because
i care quite a bit about that
and
i think
i'd look quite good
but
would i have the dedication
and determination?
like
i wasn't born in the wrong body
just one that only
slightly
doesn't fit
like when you're a medium
but you get a small
it still fits
but
it's not just right
so
idk
lately
i've also
been feeling extremely masculine
besides
maybe i'd be hotter
without my chest
i'm not really
supposed to care
about that though
but i do
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