i was right
yesterday was pretty awful
i walked ahead of them
and when i looked behind me
they all looked so happy
without me
and i know that i'm falling
but what use is it
to try and stop me?
i'll just fall again.
i could run away
but i'm sick of doing that
leaving people
like they mean nothing
i don't want
to go through friends
like they weren't who i relied on
for so long
and i can't be alone
i'm terrified of that
because when you have nobody-
it's the worst feeling
in the world
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Poetry"i'm forced to deal with what I feel, there is no distraction to mask what is real" -tøp just me
