when looking at someone
makes you feel
so sad
but
so happy
you're sad
because they're happy without you
but
you're happy
because they're happy without you
it's not about nobody caring anymore
it's about me not caring anymore
it's not because i don't feel loved
i just
don't feel treasured
and that makes me some
kind of an attention whore
i want to be somebody's
everything
i think to myself
i should be
my
everything
but i'm not
because i don't hold myself
in that regard
how can i be anybody's everything
when i can't be mine?
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thoughts
Poetry"i'm forced to deal with what I feel, there is no distraction to mask what is real" -tøp just me
