Chapter Thirteen: Part 1

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Niall's POV

It's been a long night and after fucking up every single solo of the songs, the day is finally over and tomorrow we're going back to London for a week off. I can finally spend some time with Diana and maybe I can even tell her why I went there but I'm not sure about her reaction. After the concert I told Harry what happened and the both of us think that Holly is trying to ruin my reputation and my relationship between me and Diana.

"Chill, everything's going to be alright!" Harry hugs me as we get into the hotel via the back door. There are too many fans outside and I can't seem to focus on anything right now. I just want to be with Diana and tell her how sorry I am for being rude and harsh on here this afternoon but I barely think that she's awake since its already pass midnight.

I walk into the hotel room and saw her lying uncomfortably on the bed with her eyes closed and her phone on her stomach. She looks tired yet beautiful at the same time. I could just sit here and admire her features for the rest of the night. I slowly sat down beside her and lock her fingers with mine, a tear drops onto her knuckles and I quickly wipe my eyes. I didn't even know I was crying. Her eyes flutter open as she sits up to look at me.

"Why are you crying?" she squeezes my hand, tight and cups my cheek in her small hands. "What's wrong?"

 "Nothing, I'm just.. sorry" I look down. I am guilty for what I did. I know I shouldn't have gone all harsh on her. "I know I've been acting weirdly today, it's because I'm stressed out about management and the concert. I'm sorry" I lied. I can't tell her what happened today. That was the biggest I've ever told today. It'll break her apart if I ever told her.

"It's okay, I understand" she gives me a weak smile and kisses me on the cheek. I know it isn't okay. She is still sad in the inside and I will cheer her up tomorrow in London. "You look so tired. Come to bed?" she questions and I nod.

I get in bed, facing her. The way she smiles just makes me want to smile again. She is my life and I will never ever let anyone take her away from me. She's mine. "Diana?" I call out and she looks at me with a smile.

"Hmm?"

"I love you, babe" I say confidently as I pull her closer to me.

 "I love you too, Niall" she mumbles against my chest and with that I dozed off without fear of what is going to happen tomorrow because I'll make everything better between the both of us. I'll protect her with what I have which is my love for her and I know it'll never break.

Diana's POV

We're landing in London soon and I'm really tired. I didn't sleep well last night and I don't know why but something is up with Niall. I could hear sniffing from the other side. I wanted to ask him what's wrong and I know he wouldn't tell me so maybe I'll ask him today. Right now, I just want to sleep when I get home but at the same time I want to spend some time with Niall.

"Babe? The plane's landing soon" Niall nudges me and I nod at him. I brushed my messy hair and sat up straight. I look over to Niall and see him yawning away. His tired eyes meet mine and smiles as he combs his hair with his fingers.

 We land quicker than I thought and now me and Niall are going home since one of the bodyguards brought his car to the airport. I didn't know that the boys live separately because I did hear that they lived together for a year or so. We stop by McDonalds and bought lunch since Niall was hungry and so was I. It isn't surprising to see that McDonalds and Nando's are near to his house because there is no doubt that boy is a food lover.

 He pulls into the driveway and we walk inside with the luggage. Got to admit, his house is beautiful and rather clean for a bachelor. The guitars on his wall really does show the massive love he has for them. I can't help but walk straight into the kitchen and check out the huge amount of food he has. The fridge is full with food and it's clean. Just the way I like it. "You have so much food, do you ever cook?" I ask, curiously.

"Nope, just waiting for you to come home and cook for me" he winks and hugs me from behind, kissing my cheek. We both sit opposite each other and started eating. "So how about a movie after lunch?"

"That sounds great, which movie?" I ask, taking a bite of my burger. I've never been this hungry in my entire life.

"The Notebook?" he laughs and I nod. I've never watched that movie but I've heard that it was amazing. 

 After lunch we both sat down on the couch and played the movie through his laptop and I don't know why but in the middle of the movie, he kept on looking at his phone and frowning. Is he talking to her? No.. maybe it's one of the boys but why is he frowning? "Niall?" I call but there was no response from him. "Niall?!" I nudge him and he looks at me with narrowed eyes while placing his phone beside him.

"What?" he answers rather harshly and looks away. What is wrong with him all of a sudden? "Nothing" He says, standing up and walking towards the stairs. "I'll be right back"

I nod and make my way to the kitchen to get myself a glass of water until Niall's phone started ringing. But the tone was soft rather like vibrating. I walk over to the sofa and picked it up to see it was Harry's message. Without hesitating, I opened the message and it read

   "No, i'm not in love with her. I was just telling you to tell her the truth before she finds out herself.."

In love with who? What truth? Before I could read their texts Niall snatched his phone from my hands and looked at me

"How many fucking times have I told you not to touch my phone?!" he yells angrily. His eyes are red and the veins on his hands are popping out.

"But I--"

"Stop arguing with me!" he cuts me off. What the fuck?

"I'm your girlfriend! I have the right to know and see everything! What truth is Harry talking about?!" My tone is slightly high but I don't care. I deserve to know everything from him

"I don't want to tell and it's nothing" he says calmly but not making eye contact anymore.

"You have to! I deserve to know and I know there is something!" I argue and he turns.

"Fuck, you're so fucking stubborn!" He yells, coming nearer. Is he going to.. beat me? No, he wouldn't do that. I take a step back and he stops. "What are you doing?" he questions.

"I-I thought yo--" I stutter, looking down

"For fucks sake, Diana! Why would you even think I would do such thing?!?" he yells, covering his face with his hands and then I noticed that his hands are bleeding. My eyes widen and I grab his hands. The small pieces of glass were sticking in. What the fuck did he do?!

"Niall! you're bleeding! What have you done?!" Tears were already streaming down my face. As I was about to take out the glass, he harshly pulled back and looked me dead in the eyes. "Nia--"

"Don't" he cut me off and left the house without saying another word.

I tried running after him but he was too fast that I couldn't see him anymore. What the fuck is wrong with him?

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