Diana [A Niall Horan Love Story]

Chapter Twenty- one

Note: I'm dragging the Midnight Memories release date one month ahead. So the release date will be on the 25th December 2013

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'After one month'

I've  been living with Harry for a month now and since the day I left Niall's house, I've never heard of him nor I know where he is right now. I've been dying to meet him but I don't think he wants to even look at me now. Especially in this state, not a chance. I still really want him to take care of me and this child but knowing his stubbornness, he wouldn't back away his decision after the 'final' saying last month.

I wrote some of the things I wanted to tell my unborn child when It comes into this world in my diary. I started writing a week ago for pass time but I think I got a little caught up into it.

"Aren't we suppose to leave for the Doctors appointment?" Harry asks, while walking into the room. He has been a wonderful help since last month. I hope I'm not a burdening him. Should I ask?

"Yeah we'll leave now" I nod and stand up to freshen up a little. "Um Harry? Am I bothering you with these? I mean if—"

"This is the first and last time I'm saying, no you're not bothering me, okay?" he cuts me off and hugs me tight. I really need hugs like these right now but Niall's.. I smile and shook that thought out of my mind and walk into the bathroom.

I wash my face and spray my hair with dry shampoo, put on some deodorant and change into a pair of jeans and t-shirt. I have no time to bathe right now since I have to be at the doctor's in an hour. I walk out of the bathroom and downstairs to see Harry on the breakfast bar.

"Do you want some?" he asks, holding out the plate of peanut butter and jelly. I shake my head no and he sighs. Soon we are in the car, heading to the hospital and I started craving for ice cream. What the hell?

We reached the hospital and I walk in with Harry to the receptionist and told her we have an appointment here at eleven in the morning. She asks us to take a seat and as I sat, I thought of maybe... maybe Niall's here? What am I thinking! Why would he be here?

I look around and spot a flat dirty blonde hair and his back facing me, talking to a doctor. That couldn't be Niall, could he? Niall has the same hoodie and beanie. "Harry!" I nudged him and he looks at me. "I think I saw Niall!"

"What? Why will he be here?" he asks, looking around like I am and shakes his head.

"I swear I saw Niall there!" I point towards the grey hoodie and he touches my knee, calming me down.

"Uh, it's not Niall, love. He isn't here" he says and I sigh in frustration. I just saw him, I know I did! "Calm down , yeah?" he says and I nod, looking back at the guy in the beanie. Soon we were called to the doctor's room and my stomach growled in tension. Ugh, what if she asks about the baby's dad?!

"How are you feeling, Ms Jones?" the Doctor asked and smiled. Her name on tag was Dr. Paula S. I see Harry looking over to me as I take a deep breath. "Relax"

"I'm good. I vomit pretty often now a days, is it a bad thing?" I ask, curiously. I don't want anything happening to the baby, now.

"It's normal. it'll stop as soon as you reach the second month. I'm giving you these vitamins to take everyday" she says while writing down the names of the vitamins. God, I hate these stuff. "Please take care of your food. No papaya's or pineapples" she advices and I nod.

Niall's POV

I barge into the main door and quickly make my way to the nearest bathroom. Fuck, I hate this shit. Once again for the fourth time, I vomited blood. The burning sensation hits my throat and I immediately gargle from the tap water. This is a complete fucked up situation.

I went to the hospital today for my daily check-up and I saw Harry but with Harry there was Diana. Her bump, that small baby bump which I was suppose to see and keep my eye on was not near me. I don't think she even realized that I was there. I know she hates me now, with a passion. She has every right to.

That's why as soon as I saw her and Harry, I left as fast as I could. I didn't want to cause a scene. I'm afraid that it'll affect the baby and I know it will from the shouting and screaming plus we're in a public place. I grab my phone and decided to call Harry and ask about Diana and her health. After a few rings, he picked up.

"Hey mate" I speak and I could hear someone talking from the end. Is that her?

"How is she? Is the baby okay? I miss her.." I say, lowly. Feeling guilty for everything I've told her few months back. She doesn't deserve this at all. I want to be with her so badly but I know I cant and I never will.

"I can bring her there, pal. Don't torture yourself and her. She misses you"  he says through the phone and I mentally laugh to myself. Sheprobably hates my guts but maybe, I could just.. hug her one last time?

  "Maybe" I mumble

"So should I bring her?!" Woah, hold on!

"No! I mean, I don't know. I hope she doesn't hate me" I say with a frown as I hear her voice from the back saying 'here are the ice creams'. So they're there, hmm.

"She doesn't! She talks to me about you everyday" he says and I smile. "See you in an hour, mate" he says and we say our goodbyes and hung up. She'll be here in an hour.

I just want to see her one last time, see her smile at me and maybe touch that little bump once.

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Boring? I know, tomorrow will be better! :P And also, comment if I should do a sequel, there's a lot more to go fella's! ;) love ya! xx