Warming up to You ZanexReader Book 1/4 *Completed*

Im Scared

*Your point of view*
I went into homeroom and sit in the seat I was sitting in the day before.I couldn't get Zane of my brain. I rushed away from him earlier because I was afraid I was gaining feelings for him.The last time I gained feelings for someone it did not end well.We started dating but a month later he dumped me for the most popular girl in the school and it turns out he was cheating on me with her ever since the beginning and he was just using me to make her jealous.Then there was another guy that I fell head over heels for but he did the same as the first guy.Then there were more after that and they all just did the same thing.After the fifth guy to do that to me I gave up on love and locked my heart up for ever.Well at least I think I did.I seriously can not get Zane out of my mind but I am terrified that he will do the same thing as the others.Just when I thought of this I felt tears run down my face and soon I was silently sobbing.Nobody paid me any attention.I just stayed in the corner of the room crying all by myself.My mind went black as I continued crying.I was falling into a pit of sorrow.Why am I being like this over a guy I just met yesterday?I don't know but I know I couldn't stop crying.I could faintly hear someone say my name but I just thought it was my imagination.Then I felt an arm wrap around me bringing me into an embrace.
*Zane's point of view*
I walk into homeroom and look around the room for Y/N she is my only real um friend well I don't know if we are that yet.I finally find her but she has her head down her H/C hair shielding her face.Her shoulders were shaking as if she was crying.I quickly walk over to her with a worried expression on my face. "Y/N"I say her name but she doesn't even flinch.It's as if she can't hear a thing.I start shaking her shoulders slightly but she makes no move to look at me.I then start to hear faint sobs and they were getting a little louder.I realize it was Y/N and I quickly pull her into a hug.She cries into my chest as I hold her in an embrace.I then faintly hear her voice."Z-Zane?"It was as if she wasn't sure if it was me.She continued to cry into my chest."Y/N it is me.Are you alright?"I say with a very worried tone in my voice.She then looks up at me with puffy red eyes and tears running down her face.I hated seeing her like this.She then hesitantly wraps her small arms around me.Nobody was paying attention to us which I didn't mind.I actually preferred it.Without realizing it I wipe the tears off her cheeks.With all the crying and her face being against my chest I guess her scarf had fallen off of her mouth and I could see her freckles.Man she is beautiful.Wait am I starting to have feelings for her?No I can't.She probably has a boyfriend or something.She is my friend I don't want to ruin our friendship.I noticed she had her head back on my chest and she wasn't looking at me.i then hear her voice again but it was muffled and it was quite shaky but I could hear it quite well."Zane I'm scared."
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Sorry but I am going to leave this chapter here.It is late and I am really tired but I felt like I needed to write a chapter to make up for the little filler in the last chapter.I will publish the next chapter sometime tomorrow.Thanks for reading this chapter and as always bye loves!!!

PS song is I'm Scared To Death by Kz Tandingan