I Only Want You..(GXG) [Demi&Selena]

Chapter 4 | I Only Want You...

A/N:  I'm dedicating  this to 'Selenasgf'  if it wasn't for her i would not have updated this week :P 

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I Only Want You... 

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--[AFTER SCHOOL]--

--[SARAH]--

I was walking home from school,I had my ear-buds in and was listing to any song that came on.I'm really tired.I just want to walk in the house,run to my room and just,lay on my bed and sleep. When i arrive at my house,I un-locked the door and walk to in closing the door behind me.I try not to think about what happened at school,Tried not to think about Lydia,I tired,But failed,She was the first thing on my mind when i woke up and when i went to bed, I smiled at the thought of her, 'She actually kissed me' i thought to myself,I walked to the Kitchen to see my mom cooking.

"Hey Sweetheart,How was school"? She asked me with a huge smile as she was cutting Carrots.  "Fine" I give her a smile "You need help?" I asked her "Sure Hun,Can you continue cutting these for me so i can go check on your sister?" She asked Me. i smiled and nodded,She give me the knife and i started cutting the carrots. I felt my phone Vibrate. but i ignored it and continued cutting.when i was done i took my phone out of my pocket and noticed a text from Justin,

From Justin:

"Hey Gorgeous,Want to come at a party with me and Kat tonight?."

I smiled at myself,Maybe i should go,Maybe it would take my mind off Lydia for a while.

--[JUSTIN]--

I Was waiting for Sarah's reply about her going to a party with me and Kat,

From Sarah: 

" Sure,I'd love to go to the party, Maybe it will take my mind off things "

As i read her text a small smile came across my face,I might be setting Sarah up with my cousin Paige.I just can't stand knowing that Sarah is in-love with a girl she'll never have,so maybe if i set her up with somebody her feelings for Lydia will go away,I know her feelings for Lydia won't go away,But i have to try, it breaks my heart seeing her so in-love with somebody who loves someone else. 

"So,is she coming" I heard Kat ask, I looked at her a nodded,letting her know she was coming with us. I walked to Kat and Looked her in the eyes "You know,Isaac will be there." I told her,I was kinda scared she was going to run back to him,Kat looked at me "I'm yours Justin,I'm not leaving you again" She kissed me,I kissed her back,we kissed for a while.But Kat pulled away "I am going to get ready" She told me.I smiled at her and let her go.

--[AT THE PARTY]--

--[SARAH]--

I Walked into a house.I don't know who's home it belongs too.I walked around,Looking for Justin. It was extremely loud in here and there was so many people,I could hardly walk without somebody bumping into you "Hey Gorgeous" i heard somebody scream in the back of me,I knew it was Justin,He's the only one who calls me 'Gorgeous' I turned around and see Justin and Kat...With another girl? She had curly blond hair,Blue Eyes,pale skin, she was about my height,Maybe a little taller then me?She kinda looks a bit like 'Taylor swift' when she was 18.

"This is my cousin,Paige"Justin said as he was introducing us., "Hey,I'm Sarah" I give her a smile "Paige"She says and gives me a smile. "You girls want a drink?" Kat asked me and Paige. Paige nodded her head "What would you like,Paige?"I heard Justin ask Paige,"Just a beer" He smiled at her and then turned his head towards me "What about you Gorgeous?" he asked "I don't drink Justin,You know that" I told him and give him a weak smile," I know Sarah, But maybe you'd like something other then liquor?Pop?Water?Juice?" I shook my head,I heard Justin mumble 'I'll get you something anyways' as I looked around to see if i recognized anybody,i saw Lydia with Jason 'GREAT' I though to myself.So this is were she wanted to hang out with me and Jason after school? I looked away from her,Trying not to think about her to much,She might have kissed me,But that was nothing i guess,She's dating Jason,She's not dating me,She loves Jason,Not me.Seeing her with him kinda made me sad, That guys a jerk and she is the sweetest girl you could ever meet, i sighed  and turned my head back towards Kat and Paige and waited for Justin to get back with the drinks,I know i shouldn't,I promised my mom i wouldn't..but now that i saw Lydia with Jason..I just want to drink liquor,Get drunk, and forget about her for a while.But i know i can't do that,I know what happens when i drink..i remember the first time i drank.I was like my father,I don't want to be like that. I don't want to hurt the people i love...But maybe one drink wouldn't hurt anybody..Right? 

--[JUSTIN]--

"Thanks" i told the waiter as he handed me the drinks. i turned around and walked back to the group.As i made my way back to Sarah,kat and page i noticed Sarah had her head down, she was not talking to Kat or Paige.She looked sad, She looked depressed. 

"Here ya go Paige" I handed Paige her beer,She smiled and grabbed the beer, "I got you water" i told Sarah and she lifted her head and give me a weak smile and mumbled "Thank You"...Okay,something is wrong with Sarah. " Sarah..can i talk to you..Alone?" I asked her,She smiled and nodded, I walked away from Kat and Paige for a while. It's not like they noticed, they were to busy talking, Sarah followed me...

"What's wrong" I asked her,"It's Nothing Justin,Go have fun,I think i'm just going to go home" She told me in her low voice, i could barley hear her "Something is wrong Sarah,what is it?" I asked again,I saw her looking over my shoulder,I turned around to see Lydia sitting on Jason's lap with her arms around his neck, they were making out on the couch.I sighed and turned my attention back to Sarah " Fine, Don't tell me,But you know where i'll be if you want to talk about it" I said as i started walking back to Kat and Paige, I guess setting Sarah up with Paige is not going to happen anytime soon.

--[SARAH]--

I watched Justin walk away, I sighed, I looked at Lydia one more time. this time she saw me looking at her, She waved at me and give me a cute smile..I did the same, i waved back and give her a fake,weak smile.I was about to cry, just seeing her on Jason's lap and kissing her was hard enough,But now it seems like she forgot about what happened in the music room. I felt tears falling from my eye's as i headed for the door, "HEY, why are you leaving so soon" I heard a familiar voice ask from the back of me.I know it was Lydia but i didn't turn around,I didn't want her to see me cry.

I kept walking,when i stepped outside i walked even faster to my car,Hoping she wouldn't catch up to me,But that failed,HORRIBLY. "Sarah?"I heard Lydia, i stopped walking,I was just standing in one spot, i felt more tears fall down my cheek,  "Why are you leaving?" She asked again.I still have my back to her,"I just want to go home" I whispered,Loud enough that she heard me,She made her way around me so she could see my face, "Why are you crying"She walked closer to me. "It's nothing" She raised an eyebrow, letting me know that she was not believing me. I sighed, "Really,It's nothing" I said again, She shook her head and said "Sarah,I don't believe you,What's Wrong?" I said nothing "Is it because you saw me kissing Jason?" She asked, i closed my eye's trying to stop myself from crying,But it didn't work..

To Be Continued.....

[Sorry its short,This is also my first storys..EVER..so please no hate?] 

Sorry if i misspelled anything,I am French and doing my best. :p 

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