Healing the Heart

Chapter 13

Stephens P.O.V

Well I guess I should have seen it coming. I knew I didn't deserve something as gorgeous and nice as Lauren, it would have been too good to be true. 

Maybe its best Luke did interrupt us on new years. I could have made an absolute douche of myself.

I want Lauren to be happy I want her to be with someone who makes her happy. My thoughts were interrupted by Kendal.

''You alright babe? You're very quiet'' She said linking me

''Yeah fine sorry''

She smiled at me as we kept walking. I liked Kendall, not as much as I liked Lauren, but I'd like to give things a shot with her.

''Actauly Kens, to be honest ...I have something to tell you'' I said taking her arm

''Stephen, if its going to hurt me, please don;t tell me. Just walk away now and we can call it a day''

''No Kens, this may not make sence but I'm telling you because I like you. Ehm I kind of still have those feelings for Lauren, except there a lot stronger than I thought.''

Kendall was silently for a second. Its as if I could see her pain.

''Oh'' was all she managed to respond

''No Kens I like you too obviously and the reason I'm telling you is because I want to give us a go''

''Why would you tell me that if you wanted to give us a go?''

''Because Kens, I want it to be honest unlike the last time with us..'' I said taking her hand

''You mean that?'' She said looking at me skeptically

''I mean it''

''and you wont go cheating or anything? we can be honest all the time?''

''Yes'' I said smiling at her

Her face lit up and she wrapped her arms around my neckk and kissed me 

''Woah keep it pg''

I pulled away to see Lauren standing there.

''Sorry to interrupt....but you have my mobile''

''Oh em...sorry here '' I said panicy

''Relax Stephen'' She joked and walked off

I put my arm around Kendalls shoulder as we walked to the restaurant.

*MESSEGE FROM WRITER...SO SORRY THAT I KEEP JUMPING FROM PERSON TO PERSON IM JUST TRYING TO SHOW HOW EACH CHARACTER IS AFFECTED IN CERTAIN EVENTS AND HOW THEY ARE FEELING, I PROMISE THE CONFUSING JUMPS WILL STOP SOON! JUST GOING TO SHOW KENDALLS P.O.V(WHICH I KNOW SHE ISN'T A MAIN CHARACTER SO IT WILL ONLY BE SHORT) THEN I STEPHEN AGAIN THRN ILL POP BACK TO LAURENS. THANKS FOR READING <3 *

KENDALLS P.O.V

As I excitedly kissed Stephen, I thought about how this time last week I would have been ecstatic that he wanted to start something with me, but now It just didn't feel right.

I felt like he should be with Lauren..not me.

I felt like I couldn't trust him, I couldn't take his word for it. after all, it was Stephen Miller. The same Stephen Miller who broke my heart just a few years ago. It wasn't just a breakup then a few days of crying then you're over it. It was a nightmare. He broke me, I swore I'd never go back to him but on new years I felt such an old attraction to him. Plus theres always something so exciting about bad boys. I know how weird that probably sounds!