I Never Want to Lose My Best Friend

Sharpen Your Teeth An Bite As Hard As You Want

*A few weeks later*

Who knew id get to be living with a band! Sadly, Tony is always busy and Vic would kick me off the bus if i try and steal him for a few seconds to even say hi. Jamie has been spending a lot of time with me lately, he might have cocked blocked a bunch at first, but he's not that bad. He's made me laugh so hard at times i thought id piss myself! Jamie's a real sweet heart though. Kind, caring, and just plain fucking cool for the most part.

But, when Jaime's busy, I spend my time with Mike. Fucking hilarious he is. I mean the majority of the time he's high, but still a good person all the way around. The other day he took me to a zoo where he some how conned me into holding a big ass snake, then we fed the giraffes, and afterwords we watched the Dolphins do tricks. Before we left I bought him a little polyester bag with a giraffe on it. He said that he loved it so much it would now become his new stash bag. He was so flipping adorable. I kinda miss hanging out with him sometimes.

We arrived back at San Diego. Tony finally got a break to talk to me. He snuck up behind me and hugged me to death. He was so amazing. Truly he was. He let me go from his embrace and brushed my hair out of my face. He had this huge grin on his face. I stared at him with my head cocked to the side. He chuckled and grabbed my hand, then lead me to my car which he decided he would drive.

I stepped into my car and sat down. Tony climbed in after me sitting down as well. He started the car and soon we drove off. I asked him,

"So where are we going?"

"To a boardwalk." Tony said.

"What is this boardwalk you speak of?" He just smiled at me and said,

"It's a surprise. You'll just have to wait." He then winked at me patting my head. I didn't even care he messed up my hair. I was so excited to see this said boardwalk. Tony took out his phone and scrolled through something. i wasn't truly paying a whole lot of attention though.

We finally made it. I stepped out side of the car as Tony locked the doors. He seemed a little distant than normal as if something was bothering him, but what it was i couldn't figure out. I looked at him concerned trying to think of what could have happened. He looked down at me and smiled awkwardly trying to reassure me that he was fine. What ever it was, i hope it wasn't awful enough to ruin our thing. I think it's a date... He didn't say it was a date though. I don't know, but i hope it's fun!

Tony's phone started ringing. He pulled it out of his pocket and answered it,

" Yeah?" He said. He was quiet for a few seconds and was looking down at his feet the whole time. I was really concerned of what could have happened. I started rubbing Tony's back, hoping to calm him down some. He sadly said ok to who ever he was talking to on the phone and hung up. He looked over at me, then suddenly hugged me tight. He whispered into my ear,

" I'm sorry Kas... But we have to go... Something bad has happened... I'm sorry." He backed away a little looking into my eyes. I nodded saying,

" Ok. Let's go then." He grabbed my hand and walked back over to the car. As we started to pull out if the parking lot, I was expecting Tony to drive to Vic's house where he was staying at for the next two weeks, or to my apartment, but instead he drove off in the opposite direction. I was now becoming very worried. I couldn't stop my mind from racing. Did something happen to Jaime or Mike? What if Vic got hurt... Did someone get hit by a car or shot? I kept thinking of the worst possible things that could have happened, but I wasn't even close to what had actually accrued...

Tony and I finally arrived at a hospital. We both quickly hurried out of the car and rushed in. We ran up to the nurse's desk. Tony asked her what room Victor Fuentes was in. My stomach dropped. My body was shaking as i became dizzy and unable to stand up properly. Tone pulled my arm around his neck draping his arm around my side helping me stand up. We both walked quickly to the room Vic was in.