I Never Want to Lose My Best Friend

For You I'd Count The Salt Under The Sea

I woke up to someone shaking my shoulder vigorously.

"Huh? What? It's too early..." I groaned.

"Get the fuck up. Did you hear me?! I said get your lazy ass up and out of my bed you fucking whore.." I could tell from the voice it was Jaime, but why was he saying these mean things to me?

"What? Why are you saying that?" My voice started to tremble.

"Because I want to lay down in piece without catching HIV's before my show tomorrow." He snarled at me coldly. I slowly started scooting out of the bunk. I guess he got inpatient with me and flung me out the rest of the way, he then climbed and and shut the curtain.

"Why are you acting like this? I thought you loved me..." He chuckled at my statement.

"Ha, like someone could ever love a fucking whore like you." He huffed while getting out of the bunk and trying to walk to the bathroom, but I grabbed his arm before he could. He reared his arm back, trying to loose my grip on him, but by him doing so he elbowed me in the face once again and knocked me down onto the floor. I started violently sobbing as I watched the blood drip down onto my shirt.

"Deserves you right whore!" Jaime yelled while walking into the bathroom.

"Jaime! Wait! Don't go! Jaime, please! Don't leave me!" I screamed at the top of my lungs. I then was suddenly awakened by someone rubbing my back and whispering in my ear.

"Babe, calm down. Im not going anywhere. I'm staying right here. Kasandra? Are you ok?" I hear Jaime coo in my ear. He tried to embrace me, but I shoved him off of me while curling up into a ball.

"D-don't call me babe! I'm just a w-whore right!?" I choked out. I then remember my nose was bleeding. I rubbed my nose. There wasn't any blood pouring out, and my face wasn't throbbing like it was earlier. Was it all just a dream?

"Kasandra... Please listen. You are not a whore. I love you way to much to hear you calling your self such horrid things. I know I hurt you and Mike badly, and I am oh so very sorry for it. If I could take it back I would. I should have acted like a civil human being about it, but instead I let my anger control me. I will never be able to forgive myself for being so horrible... I'm so sorry baby... But I promise you for as long as I shall live, I will not let anyone harm you." He looked down at me with those gently brown eyes. I knew he was telling the truth and I believed him. I smiled shyly at him. He smiled in return and kissed me softly on the lips. I guess he didn't forget what he promised this morning, because he pulled me on top of him and started french kissing me. Stuff happened. So yeah.

After we finished, we laid down next to each other and cuddled. Just enjoying each others company. My phone soon buzzed and I groaned not wanting to answer it, but I reached over unlocking it. I had a message from Tony. Weird. He never was big on texting me.

'Hey, look I know I forgave you an everything, and I'm happy for you and Jaime, but next time could you guys keep it down some. It still hurts you know...' Oh my fucking god... We're we really that loud? I don't remember being that loud. I started hearing someone sobbing quietly. I texted Tony back.

'Oh my god, I'm so sorry Tony! Yeah, I will next time. I'm so sorry.. and are you crying? Do you want to talk? As best friends?' He texted me back shortly later.

'Im not crying, but I hear it too. Thanks for the offer though.' Well if it's not Tony, then who is it? I texted Mike next.

'Mike? Are you ok? I heard someone crying, do you want to talk?' I sent the message to him. I hear someone unlock their phone, then the sobbing became louder and more violent. I put on Jaime's Obey shirt and slipped on my underwear, then climbed out of my bunk and into Mike's. I wrapped my arms around him and his sobbing only seeming got worse. I whispered softly so Tony, or anyone else couldn't hear,

"Mike? What's wrong? Do you want to vent? I won't tell anyone I promise." His crying died down some, before he turned over to face me with puffy red eyes.

"Y-you know... I don't... regret it." He chocked out between sobs. "I don't regret... sleeping with you... I know we were both drunk, I don't know if you liked it even, but I did... I've liked you since we first hung out back stage. But I saw Jaime google eyeing you and Tony practically drooling over you, I knew I'd never have a chance with you... Your just so amazing, sweet, beautiful and smart, and I can't compare to them in hundred years... I'm sorry, but... I just had to tell you..." And with that he leaned down and kissed me softly on the lips, then turned over where he stopped crying and fell asleep. I nudged out of the bunk and stood up still stunned from what I had just heard.

"Don't worry about him too much. He'll bounce back just give him a day, or two. He's a lot tougher than he seems right now." Tony said from behind me. I turned around and gave him a soft smile.

"Now, go get some sleep kiddo, you've got a big night tomorrow." He said sweetly while hugging me tight. I nodded my head then climbed in bed next to Jaime, were I shortly fell asleep.

(Sorry if there are spelling/grammar errors xp)