I Never Want to Lose My Best Friend

Leave That Girl Alone

We both sat down next to each other in a booth. The waiter came and took our order. I was getting kinda bored, so I figured I would pick in Phil's brain a little.

"So Phil? You fancy anyone?" I asked him out of the blue. He chocked on his water and started coughing.

"W-what? Why do you ask?" He questioned me.

"I'm just curious. You don't have to tell me if you don't want to. I won't tell anyone, I pinky promise." I held out my pinky finger. Phil sighed and looked down at his drink for a second. He looked back at me, then wrapped his pinky around mine.

"Ok, I'll tell you. Only because I need to get it of my chest and use some advise, you seem really trust worthy, and chillexed about these things. Just please don't tell anyone. Ok?" He pleaded with me.

"You have my word!" I promised him.

"We'll... I kinda of... really like... well.... Tino..." He whispered.

"What!? Really?! Oh my god, I'm sorry for my fangirling, but that's just super adorable!" I giggled.

"Yeah I do... Shhh... Don't be so loud. I don't think he knows though. I mean... I just, I don't know what to do. Do I just tell him, or kiss him... I don't understand... He's so lovable, clever, sweet, and amusing. He always hugs me and sometimes... If I have a nightmare, he'll climb in my bunk and make sure I'm ok... Then comfort me until I am... I don't know if he likes me too, or... He's just being nice..." His voice got a bit shaky at the end. Hmm.... I think he should tell him... But if he doesn't like Phil it might get quite awkward...

"Do you really want to date him? I'll ask him if he likes you. I'll just say, I got the feeling something might being going on, just to see. I won't tell him anything, because I never break promises. Does that sound ok?" I asked. He nodded with a broad smile on his face. We joked and laughed about things we saw and remembered, until our food came. We ate our food sharing what each others dinner tasted like. Since we still had about an hour and a half to spare, we walked down the street to a shopping plaza where Phil bought me a super cute bra. I put it on. Yes, finally. Comfort.

"Thank you so much Phil! It's super adorable too! I think Jaime will like this." I exclaimed.

"Hey look, this is super fabulous. Here, try it on." Phil handed me a laced, blue, strapless, dress.

" I think Jaime would really like this with the new bra." He chuckled. He did have a point. My bra did kind go with it. I don't know though...

"No thanks Phil, I'm not much of a dress person." I shrugged my shoulders and put the dress back on the rack.

"Ok, suit yourself." He mumbled, then pulled out his phone to answer a call.

"Yeah... Uh huh. Ok, I'll tell her. Ok. Bye. Austin called. Told me to tell you that Jaime and the guys are finally at the venue with Vic." He sighed.

"It's ok, your still my buddy, so I'll make sure to hang out with you!" I reassured him. He gave me a weak smile, before we called a cab to take us back to the venue.

Phil and I got out of the cab and walked towards the buses. We walked up to the PTV bus.

"Ok, we'll, I'm going to let you go talk to them. If you need me just give me a call ok?" Phil told me. I nodded and hugged him before he left. I walked onto the bus. I come to see Vic sitting on the couch. I rushed in and embraced him. He hugged me back timidly.

"Oh my god, I'm so glad to see you! I missed you so badly!" I cheered as I hugged Vic. Jaime walked in from the back room and got in on the hugging.

"Kas, are you ok? Austin told me you passed out on their bus last night. Did anything happen?" Jaime asked me anxiously.

"We'll, I kind of... Almost... Got raped? But Austin and Alan saved me... I literally don't know what would have happened to me if they weren't there... So please, don't be mad at them..." I trailed off with my voice afraid of what his reaction would be.

"I'm... I'm so sorry I wasn't there to help you... I should have been... But I wasn't... I broke my promise... I owe them big time for saving my best friend." He embraced me tightly and slightly started to sob on my shoulder.

"Aww, please don't cry dear... Your gonna make me cry..." I felt tears forming in my eyes. Great. Another crying session. I cry way too easily when someone else is too.