I Never Want to Lose My Best Friend

If I Were You I'd Put That Away

(Vic's p.o.v.)

I walked back to my room to find Tony, Mike, and Kellin sitting down and watching TV. I looked at them curiously.

" Where's Jaime and Kas?" I asked. Tony sighed in annoyance to my question. He coldly replied,

"They're probably fucking somewhere, i wouldn't bother looking for them..." I looked at Kellin and Mike confused at his answer. They just shook their heads. Kellin piped up,

"I'll explain later, but we haven't seen them for a good hour, or so." I walked back out of the room to the nurse's desk and asked if she'd seen them. She said she might have seen them go out of the exit to the parking lot. I thanked her as i slowly drudged for the exit, still sore from the test and exams i had to do. I found Jaime leaning against a tree.

"Look, Jaime, I'm sure you don't want to talk to anyone about what happened, but for my sake will you please go back in side where i know your safe?" I asked softly rubbing his shoulder. He nodded and got up, then walked inside. Ok one down. One to go. I hurriedly walked around the hospital trying to find Kas. Where could she be? I saw a black mustang with a cat air freshener. i instantly knew that was Kas's car. I rushed over to it and saw a scene that i had hoped i'd never see again.

I carried Kas in bridal style. Some nurses rushed over to help me. She was a lot lighter than i had thought, but if she wasn't i don't think i could have carried her in with the condition I was in. They put her in a wheel chair and quickly took her to the ER.

I had to stay back, not only was i not allowed back there, but i was too weak now even to stand. I started coughing extremely hard. I couldn't catch my breath. Suddenly everything went fuzzy. I collapsed to the floor and blacked out.



(Kasandra's p.o.v.)

I woke up in a hospital bed, but not Vic's bed. I was in a different room. I scratched at my head and felt something tug at my arm. I looked down to see i had an IV in. Then i noticed i was in a blue hospital gown. My wrist soon started to throb with an enormous amount of pain. I turned them over slightly to reveal stitches down my forearms . Did... Did i really cut that deep? Then it hit me. Why i was so upset in the first place. I had hurt Jaime.

Soon there was a soft knock at the door. I slowly chocked out,

"C-Come in..." I was met with a pair of brown eyes that were full of sadness.

"Jaime?" I asked quietly. He slowly walked towards me and sat down at the end of my bed. I sat up and crossed my legs keeping my gaze down, trying to avoid his knowing if i met it again, i couldn't hold back the tears. He spoke up, breaking the silence,

"Kas...why-why did you try to... commit...suicide?..." He asked observing my arms.

"Jaime i'm so-so sorry... I wasn't trying to... commit suicide... I just... The urge to cut... I couldn't stop myself... I didn't mean to hurt you! But I did...I guess... It was too deep...and I kissed Tony to see if i got the same feeling... To see if i had that spark i had with you. I didn't have it with him. It was plain and boring, no tingling sensation, no anything! I didn't mean to hurt you... I really didn't... I'm so very sorry..." I chocked out in between sobs.

I couldn't hold back the tears. They burned as they rolled down my cheeks. I felt so disgusting for kissing Tony when i knew i loved Jaime. Im just a worthless fuck up.

Before i knew what was going on i felt a pair of lips softly connect to mine. I didn't hesitate to kiss back. That tingling sensation i got made my skin crawl and i felt like i could just melt. He pulled away from the kiss, but pressed his forehead to mine and looked deep into my eyes like he had done in my dream.

"I love you Kasandra Fuentes. Will you please be mine?" I giggled while I nodded with tears still running down my face. We kissed again, but more passionately this time.


I woke up to Jaime snuggled up next to me on my bed. God he is just a bundle of cuteness. I leaned down, kissed his cheek, then got out of bed. I shuffled down the hall to Vic's room.

Mike was sleeping next to Vic and Tony was possibly asleep in a chair near the bed. I quietly snuck over to the window and sat down in the window seal. I looked up at the moon. It seemed so beautiful now than it ever has. My gaze moved over to Tony. His head was tilted down to where his hat covered his face, so i couldn't see if he was awake, or not. I looked down at the floor and whispered ever so softly,

"I'm sorry for hurting you Tone. I hope you find someone better than horrid little me." I sighed and pulled my knees to my chest, then looked down at my arms. There were about 20 little stitches holding my skin together on both of my forearms. I hardly remember even cutting myself let alone this deep. I started picking at my wounds until it started bleeding. I closed my eyes for a few seconds.

Suddenly i felt a pair of hands grasp my wrist. I yelped in pain. I looked up to see Tony holding onto my arm dabbing up the blood with tissues. I didn't know what to say, or let alone do. I set there as the blood stopped trickling from my cuts. I looked him square in the face and coldly stated, while ripping my arm from his grip,

"Why do you care what i do to my self? I'm the one who hurt you remember?!" He didn't say anything, just sat next to me in silence.

"Tony i asked you a-" he cut me off by putting his finger over my lips, kissing my cheek. I looked at him with wide eyes. He said,

"Yeah, you hurt me. That happens, but damn it Kasandra i still care about you! and i want to still be your best friend. Besides, i wont allow you to do that to Jaime! He's my best friend too. Not only that, but i walked by your room earlier and saw you too sleeping... I'll admit you two make a pretty cute ass couple. So please, for me...make this one last and be filled with joy. Ok?" I was speechless. To make up for my lack of words I embraced him. I held him as if afraid to fall to my death and he, in return, held me tight comforting me.

"So, we're ok now?" I asked double checking making sure i heard him correctly.

"Yeah, we're cool." Tony helped me back to my room and i got back into the bed. As soon as Jaime felt me near him, he latched onto me and held me close. I whispered thank you to Tone. He just smiled, then nodded as he walked back to Vic's room.

Finally, my mind was at peace. Well for the moment at least.