-2nd Person POV-
Lies.
You didn't want to lie, but you had to keep this thing from going down.
"Ciel, does this mean anything to you?" You asked, after another session of the affair on another night. "No it doesn't. This means nothing." He replied, as you probably heard a small piece of your heart crack.
"I should've kept my silence." You muttered.
"Did you say something?" The bluenette asked, looking at you.
You wanted to tell him that it hurt, hearing him say that. But you were too attached to your own pride to tell him that it meant nothing.
You shook your head 'no', which caused Ciel to let out a deep sigh.
This was the night which marked the third month of the affair, and you grew something for Ciel.
You grew feelings.
Whether it was from the way he treated you so kindly from young, the sex or just him mainly, you knew you felt something for him.
You heart ached for him, but you knew it wasn't possible.
But you didn't regret feeling these for him, you wouldn't take it back.
You laid down your cards, accepting your feelings for him.
(A/N: lmao why did i put the 'laid down your cards' thing)
To you, this affair WAS just sex, and you would never call it love.
Now, you could call yourself heartless.
Why?
Because to Ciel, it was just sex. That was how you called this affair too.
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Forget You. | Kuroshitsuji
FanficSebastian x Reader x Ciel Inspired by the song "sex" by EDEN *She/Her pronouns for the reader - You are your Master's little secret. Well you were, that is. That was until you developed feelings. Your affair contained no feelings. You both knew it...
