Chapter 29 "Free mind"

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I’ve been spending most of my time of these past few days with Marcus. He listened to me and knew how to make me feel better. I didn’t want to come back to that house, it was just hell whenever I walked in one room, and well, my friends would start asking me question about what happened and stuff and to be honest, I didn’t want to remember all the Harry thing, because I knew it would hurt. I just wanted to move on.

I told him about my writing and he insisted on showing him but I knew my writing was just shitty things without shape. He was used to big best sellers, to read all the famous books in the world, I was just a girl with dreams and a piece of paper.

“You should show me one day”

“No, I don’t think you would like to, trust me”

“Oh, come on, you’ve never tried”

“And never will, you’re huge Marcus, you’ve read the best authors in the world, there’s nothing I can do against them”

“Maybe that’s true, or maybe not, you never know” I sighed and looked at him.

“Maybe one day, I’m not ready yet though”

“Ok, ok, take your time” In that moment Kitty phoned me for the fifth time that morning. I hung her up several times but she didn’t get tired of phoning me.

“I think you should pick it up” he said.

“Excuse me” I nodded and then walked inside the house. “Hello?”

“Oh, God! You’re alive! What’s wrong with you!”

“Nothing, I’ve been busy”

“I see… we don’t see you anymore Leah, is everything ok?”

“Not at the moment, I think it will eventually, but I don’t want to talk about it”

“We heard about you and-“

“I said I don’t want to talk about it” I said. I might seem cold but I just didn’t want to hear his name. It would hurt so much.

“Ok… So… the girls and I were wondering if you would like to come to this party tonight. I mean, we all want to see you and it’s going to be good for you to you know… relax a little bit, what do you say?”

“I don’t know”

“Come on Leah, we haven’t seen you in ages, it will be fun”

“Well, I don’t confirm anything but I’ll take that in mind ok?”

“Ok, take your time but the girls and I want you to come with us so badly”

“Will he… will he be there?”

“I don’t think so… he’s always in his house now, he doesn’t want to speak to anyone”

“Seriously?”

“Yeah, I don’t know what happened between the two of you but I hope you’re ok because he’s like shit”

“Well, I’ll think about it ok?”

“Ok, Leah, we love you ok? Everything will be ok”

“Thanks… I love you too, bye” I said hanging up. Thinking about Harry and home made me remind everything that happened and that wasn’t good for me. When I was trying to move on something appears and takes me to the past. That’s why I was spending most of my time in Marcus’. Here I could forget about everything and it was easier to move on.

When I came back to the backyard I sat in the same seat.

“Are you ok?” he said when he saw me.

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