Everything has Changed~ Austin Mahone

Chapter 24.

"Why can't you just wake up and kiss me." someone whispered in my ear. I was slowly beginning to open my heavy eyes when someone said that. I wanted to see if they would continue so I pretended I was still asleep.

"I know I fucked up, really bad. She pushed on to me and I tried to pull off but she's a strong whore man. She probably does that to boys all the time." Austin I'm assuming said to me. I tried so hard not to laugh because it was true.

"I know for a fact that I love you so much more then that skank. I actually don't love her. You're the only girl that I want and need. You make me so happy Alex. So fucking happy. You did this, all this because of my stupid fucking mistake." I felt him grab my hand and something hot fall onto it. Is he crying?

"I promised myself not to cry." he said laughing a bit.

"I know you can hear me babe. you've been out for 4 days. I need you to reassure me that you can hear me." He said. okay, I squeezed his hand with the little power I had and he laughed.

"I know you love me Alex. I love you just as much, if not more. I know you feel the same way. I want you to feel the same way." He said with his voice cracking.

"I, I do Au, Austin." I chocked out as good as I possibly could. He sighed in relief.

"You, you fuck, fucked up. Really, really ba, bad ba,baby." I said again. "You, you did caus, cause all of this. I hated you but I, I know I love you. I know that for a fact." I said with a tear falling from my eye.

"I know I did. I need you to know that I am sorry and that, that I love you." he said and his voice cracked once again. "please forgive me. I need you." He said now straight up crying.

It took all the power in me to open my eyes. once I did I saw him leaned over my bed with his head down holding my hand. I coughed. He looked up and my heart broke. He looks so lost and broken. He messed up. We all know that but he learned from it and I need to get over it.

"You're awake. I thought I was hyperventilating. You heard all of that?" he asked. I nodded.

"Well all of it was the honest truth Alex. I love you more then words can describe and I messed up. I am so sorry." He said with tears streaming down his face.

"I want to forgive you Austin. I really do but I don't know if I can. Its not the fact you did it, its who you did it with. sure it still hurt that you did it but it was with her. She treated me like shit, now your treating me like shit." I said letting go of his hand. He laughed.

"Really Alexa. You're acting like everything's my fault. Maybe if you weren't so flirtatious with Justin I wouldn't have done it." He said standing up.

"Austin are you fucking kidding me?" I yelled. "You are such a fucking idiot. You are putting this on me when you're the one who kissed someone. you even fucking told me nothing was going to happen. You are a fucking asshole. You know I'm a flirt, that's my personality. I am always flirting with people and you better get over the jealousy thing because we're not dating anymore. Get out of this room and don't talk to me again. Austin I'm not even kidding. You fucking prick." I said now tears streaming down my face.

Austin started walking out, right before he walked out he turned around and looked at me. "I love you." He said then opened the door and left. I love him so much but he can't treat me like that then leave and I forgive him that easily.

The nurse walked in. "Is everything okay?" She asked as if I'm not crying.

"What the fuck does it look like? Can you just get me a piece of paper and a pen, then leave me alone. Thanks." I said sitting up and grabbing a tissue and cleaning under my eyes. "When will I get out of here?" I asked her as she gave me what I asked for.

"Tonight. Unless you fuck up again and cut yourself." She said and left.

"FUCK YOU!" I yelled then started writing.

Dear Austin,

I don't know why you would do this to me. You broke my heart, I honestly think you broke it too much. I love you, I really do. You make me so happy, really happy. But this ruined everything. When you blame me for it, it doesn't help your chances... just saying.

I want to work this out but I need time. don't bother talking to me. Ill talk when I'm ready.

Love,

Alexa Smitty,

P.s. I love you.

I'm so do---

I was cut off by someone barging in the door.

"What the actual fuck are you doing here?" I asked.

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Ohh kill em.

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