Everything has Changed~ Austin Mahone

Chapter 34.

***Alexa's POV***

I woke up the next morning feeling on top of the world, I have everything I ever wanted and more. Austin, the best guy in my life, a hot body, great friends, and no Joe. Just perfect.

I looked around the room, sun shinning bright from the window, mine and Austin's clothes every where around the room, then the man of the hour.

I stood up on the bed, careful not to wake Austin up, I smirked at what I'm about to do. I started jumping on the bed, screaming, laughing. He woke up instantly, he grabbed my ankles and pulled me on top of him, we both began laughing.

"You know, a nice 'Austin wake up' would be nice." He said impersonating me, he smirked. I smiled.

"You know, a nice kiss right now would be nice." I said, he smiled really big.

"Well we are both not getting what we want." He said and I pouted, he laughed and then he shoved me lightly off him, it wasn't rough or anything.

"Austin you promised me something last night and if I don't get this kiss..." I said and he stopped dead in his tracks, turned around to face me, I smiled, he frowned and then jumped back on the bed so he was on top of me.

"I'll give you that kiss if you keep our promise." He said

"Will do my friend." I said and then he softly kissed my lips, I felt the same feeling when we kissed the first time, I had this excited feeling that I loved. Every time Austin kissed me, I felt it, that why I love kissing him. It made me feel something I have never felt with anybody else.

I pulled away from the kiss. "You do this thing to me that nobody else does. I love that about you." I said and he smiled with accomplishment.

"I love everything about you." He said. "Even when you snort." He smirked and I laughed.

"You know I hate that." I said slapping his chest.

"That's why I love it." He said and it made my heart feel warm. He always makes me feel good about myself, but every time he tells me these things, I never truly believe them. I honestly don't ever think positive things about myself, I always feel bad about myself but nobody ever knows. I always hide my feelings, I feel like if I open up to people that I'll just annoy them. It has happened to me before anyways so I don't really have a problem with it.

"What's on your mind babe?" Austin asked, giving me a hug from behind. I smiled.

"It's nothing." I said, loving his touch but moving away from him. He gave me a sympathetic look, I looked away from him as fast as I could.

"Babe, you can tell me." He said moving closer to me again but I backed away. "Babe, stop. What's wrong?" He said crossing his arms over his chest.

"I was just thinking." I said looking down, ashamed in myself.

"About what Alexa?" He said moving my chin up to look at him, he smiled. I moved his hand away from me, he was really confused but he knew how to deal with me.

"I don't feel good about myself." I whispered so low only I could hear it.

"Excuse me? I couldn't hear that." He said back and I nodded.

"I don't feel good about myself." I said louder. He shot me and look of surprise.

"You don't feel good about yourself?" He question. I nodded. "Well that's funny because when I first met you, what were you 200 pounds?" He asked, I nodded, thinking about how I was 200 pounds less then 6 months ago. "Now you are what, 130? Mostly muscle?" He said and I nodded with a smile on my face, thinking about how much I have accomplished in less then 6 months. "If I were you, I would be walking around with a sign saying 'I lost 70 pounds in less then 6 months." He said pretending there was a sign on his chest. I giggled.

"I have accomplished a lot, haven't I?" I asked and he smiled.

"A lot? More like a huge amount. You have made so much progress babe. You are perfect to me and the fact that you don't see it, hurts me. You deserve self love, give it to yourself Alex." He said and I smiled.

"You're right." I said and he smiled.

"I always am." He smirked and I laughed. "That's the beautiful laugh I love so very much." He whispered in my ear, then kissed my neck. "Don't doubt yourself baby girl because you are irreplaceable." He said in my ear again.

***3 DAYS LATER, STILL ALEXA'S POV***

I went to the store for my mom because she hasn't been able to leave the house, she's been slapped with paper work.

I grabbed my purse from the passengers seat, my black over the shoulder bag with studs, then opened my door and stepped out of my black Chevy Equinox. I looked around to see if I knew anyone but I didn't, I then closed my door and locked my car. I started humming a random tune to myself as I walked into Wal-Mart. People looked at me weird but I just smiled.

I walked into the store to see a really handsome guy about my age looking right at me. He smiled and looked away.

I know him from somewhere.

"Joey." I said and ran to him. I've missed him.