Everything has Changed~ Austin Mahone

Chapter 18.

*************Austins Pov***********

What does she mean she dosen't want me? She loves someone else. Why did she sya she loved me and had sex with me if she dosen't love? What did I do to her? So many questions but I don't know the answer to any of them. There's something shes not telling me. I'm so fucking scared right now!

"What do you mean?" I asked with tears burning my eyes.

She laughed, well giggled. The fuck?

"Austin I mean you're not the one I want... You the one I need. You're the only one that actually cares about me. You're the one who I can call and I know that you'll be there for me. Me and you were meant to be together. I don't care how much you hate me sometimes. We need to always, always be there for each other. You're the one and only person that should have the key to my fragile heart. I need you to tell me and promise me that we will always be there for each other because I love you and I want to make that promise. I want you to tell me the honest truth and harsh truth. I need you. I love you. I don't want you. I need you. I need you to promise you'll always love me. You need to be here for me in situations like what just happened. I just need you Austin. Please be there for me." She said moving her hands up to her cheeks. She laughed. "I love you Austin Carter Mahone. More then words can explain." She said crying a bit more and laughing.

I sighed in relief. I just had a mini heart attack. "Okay, number one. Don't you ever do that to me ever again. I almost died. Number two, I need you more then you think. I need to have you in my life because you are the one that makes me happy. I'm doing I'm doing for you, for us. Three, I love you more. Four, you need to stop laughing and crying at the same time. It's confusing. And last, I will always be here for you. Need anything? Don't care if were together or not. Call me. I will always try to work out our problems. I will always make you feel wanted and needed and loved and everything in between." I said putting my hands on her waist and staring into her eyes. I started crying. She pulled me in for a hug. "Don't forget me." She whispered in my ear.

"Never." I whispered back and we stood there forever, I loved it.

******The next morning*******

*Austin's POV**

I woke up the next morning in Alexa's bad alone. I shot up terrified. Where was she?

"Alexa?" I shouted. She came running in the room like I just got murdered. I sighed in relief. 

"What's wrong babe?" She asked coming to lay down with me in the bed. "I was just peeing." She said putting her head in my chest.

"I woke up and you weren't here so I got scared. I didn't know where you were." I said hugging her tight.

"Awh bae, it's okay. I'm right here." She said giving me a kiss on the cheek. Right then my phone started ringing.

********Alexa's POV*********

His phone went off. "It's Alex." He said giving me a kiss then answering it.

"Hey bro. What's up." He said into the phone and he smiled. His friendship with Alex is so amazing. I love both of them so much. They have both been here for me since I came to Texas. "Oh really?" Austin said and I snapped out of my thoughts. "How long?" Austin asked looking at me. "Fuck." Austin said under his breath. "Okay bro. Talk to you later." He said then hung up. He ran his fingers through his hair and grunted in frustration.

"Babe? What was that about?" I asked sitting up and taking his hand in mine.

"Alex just told me that I'm going on tour in a month." Austin said. "For 4 months." He said looking at me. I looked down. "Please don't be mad at me. I didn't know this was going to happen." He said moving my face to look at him.

"I'm not mad, Babe. I'm just annoyed. I obviously don't want you to be gone for 4 months. But we have a month to make all the memories we can. I just wanna say that I love you and I want to come on tour with you." After I said that I mentally slapped myself. I didn't mean to say it. I want to but he probably dosen't want me to.

"I would love you too. Would your mom let you?"

"I don't know." I said and just kissed him. I love this boy. A little to much.

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sorry it's short. I've been sick all weekend.

How they were cuddling in bed.