Chapter 25.

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++++++++++++++++++AUSTINS POV+++++++++++++++++++

At this point I am in denial. I know I'm wrong but I don't want to be. I started putting this on her, I shouldn't have but I did and there's no changing it now. I really just want to forget this happened and kiss her beautiful lips. I miss her smile. I miss her laugh. I miss the way she would snort when she laughes so hard. I miss the look in her eyes when she talks about something she loves. The thing that really kills me is, I more then likely just ruined it and Justin's going to excperience all of those things. All because I made out with a slut. All because I was jelous and I didn't get what I wanted. All because I'm a fucking idiot and cheated on the best girl in the world.

"Austin? What happened in there? You're crying." Melissa asked me, I didn't even realize I was crying.

"She will never forgive me." I told her crying a little harder.

"What exctly did you do?" She asked me.

"I made out with, with Selena." I told her looking away. She going to yell at me.

"ARE YOU FUCKING STUPID?" She yelled.

"You're causing a scene. And don't forget she was flirting with Justin." I told her.

"Obviously you don't know her. She a flirt, always has been, always will. Who gives a fuck she was flirting with him. She didn't make out with him." Melissa and sat down. "I think you should leave." She added.

"I'm sorry." I said and walked out. I walked into the parking garage trying to find my car.

"Austin." A man said behind me. I turned around.

"Mark? What the fuck do you want from me." I asked him, well more implied.

I didn't get an answer, I got a knuckle smashed into the side on my face. This caught me off gaurd, I fell to the ground.

"You hurt my cousin. I hurt you." He slurred. He's drunk.

"Mark, your drunk, go home." I said getting up to my feet.

"Why don't you." He chuckled.

"I'm not drunk. You are." I told him.

"Whatever." He said and turned on his heals. He started walking to the elevator to the hotel. I walked to my car. I walked right by his car. I took my key and rubbed it right against the side of his car. I laughed to myself.

***********Alexa's POV***********

"What the actual fuck are you doing here." I asked the man standing at the door.

"You're hurt. I still love you after what happened." he said coming closer to me.

"The next step you make might be your last. don't come any closer." I told him. "I'm still not over what you did. your an ass Mark. Just leave." I added.

"Alexa, I swear I've changed." he slurred.

"Are you fucking kidding me? you came to see me, drunk. Oh yeah sorry, you've 'changed'" I air quoted.

He came even closer to me. I screamed as loud as I could. My mom, doctor, Melissa, and Robert ran in. I was disappointed not to see Austin there because it would have showed he cared enough to stay. but I did tell him to leave so I can't blame him.

"Get him the fuck away from me now." I said looking at Melissa. She nodded and as did my mom.

"Can I have my phone?" I asked the doctor. He nodded and passed it to me.

"Okay get out, I need alone time." they all nodded.

I dialled the number that is so familiar and held it to my ear.

Three rings.

"Alexa?" The person on the other line asked.

"Austin?" I asked. He sighed.

"What's wrong?" He asked.

"I need you." I said and hung up. The tears just fell from my eyes. I can't say anymore and feel or look venerable. I need him more then ever but he fucked up and there's no changing what he did but we can always forget about it.

I feel down to a laying position and just balled. I miss him, I need him, I want him. I love him.

***********Austins POV**********

"I need you." She spoke from the other line. Then the line went dead.

"Fuck." I yelled to myself and punched the steering wheel and started to cry.

"Why did I have to fuck up so bad." I yelled to myself and punched it again.

I turned the car around and made my way back to the hospital.

"She there because of me. I put here in the hospital." I whispered to myself.

I parked again and ran to the hospital room she was in. I barged in the door and saw her laying on the bed asleep. I walked over to the side of the bed.

"I'm here now baby." I whispered and she eyes opened. She sat up looking at me with every move and finally she took me in her arms. I put my arms around her waist and she put hers around my neck. I heard sniffling.

"I'm so sorry." I whispered in her ear. She pulled away and looked at me. She was crying pretty hard witch caused me to start tearing up. "I'm sorry that I caused all this pain, terror, hate, devastation, just everything. I promise on my moms life it will never happen again. I love you way to much to hurt you again." I said still looking at her.

"You better be sorry. But your apology is accepted." She said and went back in for a hug. "Don't you ever do this again Austin. I mean it." she whispered in my ear.

"I promise." I whispered back with my voice breaking in the process. "I love you." I whispered back.

"I love you more." She said then crashed her lips into mine. It felt like I haven't felt them in forever but it felt like relief to feel them again. She pulled away and looked at me. "You fucker." She smirked. Then the door opened.

"You can go home now. No physical activity for 2 weeks, okay?" The doctor said.

"You got it. Thank you." She said back to him.

She looked at me. "Lets get out of here." She whispered, I nodded.

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Hope you liked it. Sorry if it's short.

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