[Un]conditional Love (A Hate/Love Story)

60. Pleasure of Pain

forever on the floor

don't ever stop

I want more

Like nails on my skin

swallow my sins...

hurt me... hurt me...

again

Nandini

I put Alex down before I straighten Manik's tee . I feel cold. My favorite tee of Harry's tattoos is wet completely. We are in Manik's room.

I messaged my aunt about going to my friend's house for night stay and she agreed. I don't know why it's raining in this season. But rain is something I like a lot.

I look at the part of his room which is covered with the blinds. I approach there as I pull the blinds a little to get a better view. As I look into the room, it catches me by surprise. Blue dim amazingly pleasing color is illuminating from there. I make my way and the chilly winds gives goosebumps all over my bare legs. The fourth wall of it is made of glass from where I get a view of his vast garden and swimming pool. The room is vast. It seems 3/4 of his whole room.

I go towards the glass doors to close the doors. As I do so, there is a sweet melodious sound from my side. As I turn my head, I see wind chime there . Wow.

Stars attached with strings of A half eaten moon .

I trace my fingers around it. And it creates more melodious music.

I turn around. There's a grand piano in a corner. Classical guitars. A set of drums. Electronic guitars.

On the wall there's a huge picture of him. I go in front of it as I touch it.

I gasp in surprise as I feel him behind me.

I give him space. He is in his towels only and I'm shamelessly looking down at his body.