I Need To Be Loved (Ricky Horror Fan Fic) [Book #1]

I Sealed It With A Kiss

“Bye, sweetie,” Aunt Addy said, wrapping her arms around me. After a week, it was time for Aunt Addy and mu mum to leave. I could feel tears welling up in my eyes at the thought of having to say goodbye to my mum again. The week had gone by so fast and I wished I could’ve went back in time so I could relive the week. I just wished she could stay.

To be honest, I was afraid that I may never see her again. There was no way she could afford a plane ticket and my Aunt probably wasn't too keen on the idea of paying for her to visit again. I had just missed her so much and I didn't want to spend the rest of my life without seeing her again.

"I can't believe it's over already. Make sure you call me sometimes," my mum told me that she got a phone for cheap so we could talk sometimes.

"I will, Mum. I wish you could stay longer," I wined as she pulled me into a tight hug. I really didn't want her to let me go. I knew this would be the last hug for a very long time.

"Me, too, Gabby, but I gotta go back home," my mum told me, rubbing my back. I wanted to do was to burst into tears, I rally just wanted her to stay.

"I know," I murmured as I felt a tear roll down my cheek. I had waited so long to finally see my mum again and now she had to leave again. I hated the thought of not getting to see her again.

"Don't cry, love," she told me, letting me go. I quickly wiped my tears away and she gave me a kiss on the cheek before she got in the car.

I watched her and my aunt drive away. I didn't leave my spot until the car just a dot on the horizon.

"You'll get to see her again," Ricky reassured me, putting his arms around my shoulders. No matter how many times he told me, I wouldn't believe it until I could actually see her again.

I didn't respond. I just started to walk away. I knew that if I dwelled on it, I would just get more depressed than I already was. When Ricky caught up to me, he put his hand in mine. "I know I don't understand because my parents come to show all the time, but I know you guys'll do an Australian tour one day," he told me. I guess he was right, but I just was not in the mood to think about the possibility. I just shrugged. I wanted to say he was right, that he didn't understand, but I bit my tongue. As much as I wanted to be alone, I didn't want him to get mad at me.

"I take it whatever I say isn't going to help," he said, obviously, sensing my changeless mood. I knew he was just trying to be a good boyfriend and cheer me up, but it wasn't working.

"Not really," I admitted as we arrived at Into The Dark's tent. Our signing was starting soon and I was hoping that meeting that fans would take my mind off of things.

"I'm gonna go see if Ally needs help,” Ricky announced. Ally was Motionless In White’s merch girl. I think Ricky could sense that I just wanted to be alone and I was thankful he did because I would’ve felt bad telling him to leave me alone.

“Ok. I’ll come find you later,” I replied with a sigh. He gave me a quick kiss on the cheek before he headed off in the direction of Motionless In White’s tent.

“Why do you look like Ricky just died?” Jeremy questioned teasingly as he approached our tent. He ruffled my black hair with a grin. I blew out a sigh. I wasn’t in the mood to put up with Jeremy’s shit.

“My mum left, wanker,” I snapped. Thankfully that shut him up. I didn’t want to talk about it. I was terrible at talking about that kind of stuff especially when I was upset and I knew I just needed a distraction.

“Well, let’s get this thing started!” Blake exclaimed, rubbing his hands together excitedly. Even though we do the same thing everyday, Blake always seems to get excited about it.