Hello all! Basically I'm not going to keep this long as it's midnight here in Ireland but I've noticed I haven't been very active on Wattpad in general :(. I've been lazy in my opinion as I've said I'll keep writing and then I'm gone for a month. The truth is I don't think I'm suffering from depression or anything like that but I don't feel like myself. Part of this reason is definitely school, I've less than 2 years left and I don't know what to do for the future.. and that does scare me.
My parents have said "oh you don't have to go to college if you don't want to" but realistically I think there only saying that to make me happy but I can tell they really want me to go there probably because I'll have a better career but I don't know what that career will be.
Also my behaviour has gone to shit, I'm angry in school most classes cause the teachers are fucking annoying, I'm always moved because apparently I'm a distraction to the class even though there are other boys shouting across the class.
But deep down I want to say sorry.. Sorry to you.. The one reading who might have been excited for frequent updates and I promised I did, and I broke that promise...
From now on I'm determined not to make promises unless I really mean them. As to this I'm choosing to take a break, just to see what I'll do with my life.
The two big problems are- I don't know what to do after school and times running out to decide. And second I'm scared of leaving home, yep no bullshit I am.
I don't want to leave town, I've been here my whole life, watching it all go away would make me cry. But at the same point I can't live in my parents house forever.
I really hope you can understand why I'm doing this. As someone who's been with Wattpad for 4 years I've no intention of quitting but it is getting in the way of life :,( PLEASE understand me I'll only be gone for a few days maybe a week or 2 and I'm not going to promise because I've broken too many.
So from here now it's farewell and I'll hopefully see you soon
BenCrow
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MY RANTS AND ISSUES
RandomThis book is just what the title says. I'm BenCrow and I'm a professional ranter. I rant about stuff not because it's serious but because I want to, read if you want and please try to leave a vote or a comment and if you don't like tell you friends...
