MY RANTS AND ISSUES

AGE GROUPS

Hello everyone!! Apologise for being away for a stupidly long time :( I should have come back on this but forgot about it.. Anyway this rant is a bit personal and well it does have a little bit of me involved but for anyone else with the same problem read on!!!
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Age groups, DETEST THEM. Now must people don't ask cause well the don't xD. During my life in primary which in America is middle school by the way, I was the quiet kid, I was always able to be content with myself being myself. While other kids where noisy I was quiet, when I was noisy they where quiet.

Luckily I wasn't the only and there was another guy I first started to communicate to in "senior infants" age? I think like 5 or 6. Anyways so he kind of copied me and well we ended up kind of making a bond and a shoutout to Tom who's still my friend today.

Anyways so this is like really personal but fuck it its not like the idiots from school will be reading this but I've a slight memory problem, yes that was it a memory problem but in the eyes of my stupid primary school they saw me as "special" this was the same for Tom.

So the other kids who I still hate to this day saw both of us as the special kids, now luckily we were never bullied but we were neglected. It was almost like they saw us as different and that's the number 1 thing I hate being called. I detest the word different with passion.

So threw out my primary school life well until June of 2012 me and Tom were constantly ignored by our age group. But we tried to talk to the people of our class. We joined in with the messing, when they agreed or disagreed with something we did the same but since we were "special" it was almost like we were aliens to them, well that's what I thought anyway.

So from a person who in my opinion is a "loner" I absolutely think that "go socialise with your age group get to now them." Is the biggest pile of BULLSHIT I have ever heard!!!!

Me and my bud Tom did this for I think 8 years exactly in primary and we completely neglected so whoever came up with that statement deserves to be shot, that person must have never been a loner.

So all of that finished I'm now currently in "4th year" of "secondary school" which again in American means I'm in high school and I'm currently aged 16 ,I don't know how the grade system works so comment below if you can!!

So am I still a loner? Not exactly. As I left primary I made new "friends" who to be fair talked to me but they were more of associates but either way I'm happy enough with that then having no one. I'm still friends with Tom who'll be 17, my other new close friend Conor is 18 going on 19 and earlier last year I met a 20 year old guy named Emmanuel who came from Ghana, some other associates are mainly 13 to 14 and two other guys who are 12 and will be moving to my school this September.

So yeah I know this was long but trust me it's short enough compared to my whole life. And finally to those selfish "popular" and "too-good-for-you" people please fuck off. And to the people who think age groups should stick with there own age group and think making mates is easy, you are the worst type of people this earth has on it.

Ok rant over so this was kind of hard to right but it's freedom of speech and well I wanted to tell people. Some people think I should make rant videos on YouTube but honestly I don't have anything to record with and I'm too lazy to edit and stuff and I also am clueless when it comes to computers so I think I'll stick with this!!!!
Ok ok ok I'm ending here comment any questions you what to ask and I'll try to get back to them!!

-BenCrow